Page 111 of When She Loves
What if he rejects me? What if he says he doesn’t feel the same? That he’llneverfeel the same? I don’t know. But I can’t keep doing nothing. That’s not who I am. I take a deep breath.
Suddenly, understanding flashes across his expression.
My heart drops. Oh no. I think he just guessed what’s coming. There’s no time left to waste. I have to tell him. “I l—”
His lips crash down on mine, silencing me.
A fracture appears inside my chest. Maybe I should pull away, but I don’t. Instead, I whimper and pull him closer.
He wraps his arms around me and holds me tightly. He bites and tugs on my lips, sliding his tongue in and out, his body hard and hot against me. We break apart, and then he’s back. He won’t give me more than a second to catch my breath.
I’m not an idiot. I get it.
He doesn’t want to hear what I have to say.
The backs of my eyes prickle, but I push the feeling down. It’s not hard, not when his hands are under my top now, hot and possessive, and he’s tweaking my nipples and making my skin buzz. I moan into his mouth, and he falls to his knees before me, hikes up my skirt with one palm, shoves my wet panties aside, and drags his tongue over my burning flesh.
I let out a broken gasp. Yes, this is good. This is easy. Him giving me pleasure, and me accepting all that he’s willing to give.
What if that’s all he’ll ever give? Is it enough? Forever?
I give my head a hard shake, ignoring the pinch from the twigs poking against my scalp.
“Hold your skirt. I need both hands.”
I clutch onto the fabric, and he spreads my legs apart a few inches farther, giving himself better access. He pulls down my panties and shoves them into the back pocket of his slacks.
He licks my opening and then moves back up to my clit. I shudder when he sucks it into his mouth, moan when he swirls his tongue. Heat blankets my body. I slide my fingers into his hair and hold on to him as he brings me closer and closer to the edge.
Suddenly, his mouth is gone. He pulls me down to the grass, his movements harried, desperate. His face appears above me, wet with my juices.
“Why did you stop?” I pant.
“I need to be inside you,” he grunts, undoing his tie and pulling it off his neck. He balls it up and stuffs it into my mouth. I make a muffled sound.
“Shhh. I don’t want our guests to hear your screams.”
The only warning I get is the clank from him undoing his belt buckle, and then he shoves into me with one hard stroke. A scream tears its way out of my throat, muffled by his tie. My eyes roll to the back of my head. I’m so full, so stretched.
“You okay?” he asks, his chest rising and falling with harsh breaths.
I press my heels into his thighs, urging him to move. I’m right on the edge again, my orgasm within reach. He doesn’t need more encouragement. He starts thrusting, soon settling into a relentless rhythm against my G-spot.
So damn good. My eyelids flutter. He pulls the neck of my dress down and wraps his mouth around my nipple, tugging on it with his teeth. “You going to come hard for me,tesoro? You better be quick. Someone might wander down to the garden. You know I’d have to kill anyone who saw my birthday girl getting railed.”
I sob against the wave of pleasure that crashes into me. My climax bursts, every nerve ending firing, every bit of oxygen removed from my lungs.
His cock slips in and out a few more times before he groans and spills inside of me. “Fuck.”
I clutch onto him. Above us, the sky is full of twinkling stars, and one of them cuts an arc through the darkness.
He removes his tie from my mouth and stares down at me. His breaths come out as pants. His blue eyes shimmer with something, something he can’t voice, something he may not even understand.
I sit up and fix my clothing into place. He plucks a leaf out of my hair and kisses my forehead. “I made a mess out of you.”
I laugh softly. “Yeah.” In more ways than one.
This was meant to be a distraction, but the three words are right there again, ready to spill out. Something holds me back. Maybe it’s the fact that he can look at me like that, like I’m the most precious thing in the world, while keeping so much from me.
