Page 46 of Always Beth
‘I’m looking forward to this. Tell me, what’s your song of choice, Crystal?’
Fucking Crystal.Why would I even give myself a stage name? I’m a royal idiot sometimes.
‘Cat got your tongue?’
‘Whatever, you pick.’ I wave dismissively.
‘Oh, come on, that’s not the hospitality I expect from such a classy establishment as this.’
I smirk as I try and clear the fog in my brain. If I can make it through this without last night’s alcohol rearing its ugly head it will be a miracle.
‘Do you know what might help?’ He tilts his head in sympathy.
‘What?’ I snap.
‘If you channel all that aggression from when we first met. Lap dance me like you hate me.’
I let out a small laugh. ‘You’re an idiot.’
He smiles broadly and falls back on the bed, his muscular legs spread wide. ‘Google. Play “Spice Up Your Life”by the Spice Girls.’
He can’t be serious?
‘What? You had no problem working up a sweat to this yesterday.’ He laughs as music begins quietly playing in the background. Hell, when I danced to this aged ten I didn’t think I’d find myself in this position twenty-four years later. Inhaling deeply, I pause at the end of the bed.Come on, Crystal, we’ve got this shit. His eyes hold mine as I crawl towards him slowly. Straddling his thick thighs, I hover above his cock, which is already straining to free itself from his boxers. Wrapping my hands firmly around the back of his neck, I rotate my hips towards him. His gaze travels down my body and settles on the underwear I picked to change into. He takes the collar of the fresh shirt I plucked from his wardrobe and pulls it from my shoulders.
‘No touching,’ I mutter against his lips, pinning his wandering hands to his sides. A devilish grin spreads across his face. Despite my earlier protests, I’m loving this and he knows it.
I lower myself, grinding against his now rock-hard erection. Oh this is so good, but I’m going to make him beg.
‘Let me touch you,’ he mutters hoarsely.
‘On my terms.’ Taking his right hand, I place his thumb into my mouth and suck hard, then as his eyes meet mine, I trail it down my body, pausing momentarily over my nipple, causing it to harden under his touch, before pushing it down and sliding his hand into my underwear. He moans against me and I bite my lip hard to hide my escalating arousal.
‘Fuck, this is good. Touch me, touch my cock.’
‘Beg.’
He thrusts two fingers inside me and I grind down hard against him. Throwing my head back, I cry out, my voice bouncing back from the ceiling above. I don’t know which one of us is closer to coming undone.
‘Please,’ he whispers.
I smile against his lips and hesitate as I contemplate my answer.
‘Please. I need you,’ he cries.
I laugh as I rotate my hips against him, working my body against his hand. Suddenly our eyes meet and I see the desire reflecting in his eyes.
‘God this is amazing, Beth,’ he mouths.
I slow my body and we stare at one another. ‘It’s Crystal.’
In one fluid motion, he frees himself from his boxers, pushes my underwear to one side and buries himself inside me. ‘No. It’s Beth,’ he whispers. ‘It’s always Beth.’
As I rest my forehead against his, I’ve never felt in the moment with anyone as much as I do right now. His thrusts are frenzied and the sound of our bodies meeting echoes throughout the room. I open my eyes and find his squeezed tightly shut, focusing on everything he can possibly give me. I don’t know where this confidence has come from, but he’s right, I am Beth and I can’t deny I’m enjoying being her.
James
As we walk through the grand foyer, I silently congratulate myself for dressing down as no one has recognised me yet. Out of sight, out of mind, clearly.
