“I think you’ll live.”Robin sputtered around for a full minute as if she couldn’t find the words that told Blake how she really felt.“Don’t call me again, Robin.I’ve had enough of you for several lifetimes, and I don’t have it in me to put up with your shit either.Stop calling me and stop blaming me for your depression.You’ve brought this all onto yourself, and you have no one to blame but you.If I trigger you, then you’d be smart to stay away—”
“I’m going to get you, Blake.See that I don’t.”He could hear the nurses in the background telling her to hang up the phone then.“You’ll be sorry that you treated me this way and then—”
The line went dead, and she was no longer speaking.He took the phone from Blake and broke it in half.He’d get her a new phone when this was over.There was no reason at all for her to have a phone number that Robin had access to.
“I want to have sex with you right now.”He nodded, not sure where this was coming from.“You lock up, and I’ll meet you in your bedroom.”
He did as she said and locked up the house.Since it was only six-thirty, he knew that they weren’t going to sleep this early.Thinking about why she wanted to have sex right now made his mind swim, but he wasn’t going to look a gifted horse in the mouth.He’d take what he could get and love every minute of it.
Chapter 8
Kissing him, pulling at his clothing, she was shocked when he pulled back from her.There was blood on his lip, and he looked dazed.When she took a step toward him, he took one back.Her heart hurt for that, and she started to turn back to the door.
“Don’t leave.”She stood with her back toward him and told him that he didn’t want her.“I don’t want you like this.Like you’re desperate to have sex with me.I want to make love to you so that it’s good for us both.”
“I thought all men wanted it no matter how they got it.”He said that it wasn’t what he wanted.“Then tell me what you want.Tell me how to make love to you so that I feel something.”She turned toward him.“I want to feel, Reagan.I need to feel something other than what I’m feeling right now.”
“I understand.”He cleared the distance between them in a few steps.“I want to touch you.To make you mine.I need to know that when I make love with you, that we’re both doing it with our hearts and not just because we want to get it over with.”
“I’m sorry.”He smiled, and she could feel his love all the way to her core.“I don’t know what’s wrong with me right now.I want you, but I also feel lost.”
“It’s nothing that we can’t conquer.I’m going to strip you down to your skin and take my time getting to know every part of you.”He pulled her blouse up and over her head.“I wondered what sort of things you wore under your clothing.It’s lovely.”
The bra and pantie set had been a gift that she’d purchased for herself when she’d gotten a raise last fall.Since then, she’d been buying more of them because they made her feel sexy and good.Just knowing what she had next to her skin made her feel like she could do just about anything.
Once he had her blouse off, he worked on the zipper of her jeans.They were a little too big for her since she’d been dealing with her sister.Inhaling deeply when Reagan leaned down and put his mouth next to her ear, she felt her eyes roll to the back of her head when he nipped gently at her skin.
“You taste so good.Your skin is so soft and warm.”He kissed her ear and then suckled at her earlobe.“Even the smallest part of you tastes wonderful to me.I want to drink from you and know your taste like no other.”
“Yes, please.”She helped him pull her jeans off, leaving her panties on for now.Standing before him when he took a step back from her, she felt her pussy gush with cream and opened her legs so that he could tell what was happening to her.“I want you.I want to feel your mouth on me.”
When he worked at his own pants, pulling his belt out of the loops in one pull, she felt her breath hitch just a little, and her eyes became heavy.Watching him disrobe was more than she could have hoped for, and she was glad that he’d taken over.
Once his jeans were off, leaving him with his boxers still on, her hands itched to touch him.Reaching out, she pulled at his nipples, and her mouth watered to taste them.Licking the pert morsel, she moaned when he did at the feeling of her body responding to his.
“Lie on the bed.I want to eat you.”She shivered at the thought of what he was going to do to her and did as he asked.“Have your legs off the bed.I’m going to enjoy this more than I can tell you.Just relax and let me have my way with you.”
He pulled her ass to the side of the bed.He made himself comfortable by sitting between her legs, and his own were under the bed.She didn’t know how he was going to manage this, but she wanted him in the worst sort of way.Lying back on the bed when he asked her to, Blake held her breath when she felt his mouth moving along her knee to her inner thigh.
“You smell so good.”She nodded, then remembered that he couldn’t see her.“Like lavender and honey.”
His fingers dug into her thighs, and he spread her open.Her pussy gushed once again, and she was embarrassed that she could feel herself getting so wet.He still hadn’t touched her, and she knew as soon as he did that she was going to come.It was like her body was on the edge of a great mountain just waiting to fall over the edge and peak.
When he slid his mouth over her thigh to her pussy, she nearly cried out.She didn’t know if she wanted more or less, but her body was a bundle of nerves while waiting.Once he licked her through her panties, she cried out again, knowing that she was going to faint dead away when he finally touched her.
He teased her skin a great deal.Touching her just enough that she was close to screaming out in release.Riding his mouth, wishing and needing more, she dug her hands into the mattress and held on.The next touch could send her spiraling, and she didn’t know what would happen to her once she was able to let go.
His hands reached up under her panties at her hips, and when he tore her little bit of silk away, she came hard.She thought that her body was prepared for coming, but the way the bed shook, and her eyes rolled to the back of her head, she knew that when he took her, she was going to be torn apart and never put back together again.And she was looking forward to it with her every breath.
“Mine.”She heard the words and knew that he was right.She belonged to him and would forever.“Say it, Blake.Say that you belong to me and none other.I will love you until the day that I die.”
“Yours.I belong to you and none other, Reagan.I will love you until my dying breath and will love you beyond that time.You are mine too, and I don’t want you to ever forget it.”
He took her clit into his mouth and bit her.Screaming out his name, she held onto the bed tighter than before.As the stars around her head sprinkled down around her, her body was building up for another climax.Even as he ate her, she could feel herself wanting more of him.
Blake came so many times that her body was worn out.She tried to close her legs so that he’d stop, but he only pulled them further apart and ate her more.She was twisted up inside and wanted to beg him to stop.She could do no more when he’d do something else and have her screaming out her release again and again.
“Reagan, please.I need to stop.”He growled low, and she felt the vibrations all the way to her core.“Please.I can’t do any more.You’re killing me.”