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Our bodies moved in sync as we refreshed the connection we always held. She still curved to my dick and her moans still kept a nigga hypnotized. I knew what would come of this, but I didn’t think she had a clue. Between her thighs and under her spell was where I had been dying to return. This was a moment I didn’t want to ever end.

Her legs wrapped around my waist keeping me locked in place. I didn’t mind because I could feel the love she had for me with each throb against my shaft. Her moans transitioned into soft cries. Almost as if she’d finally felt relief from the pain she’d been suffering from. I hated that I caused that for her but my attempt to heal her was in motion.

Kisses were placed on each side of her face where the tears were released. I was back and wasn’t going to allow her to hurt anymore.

“I love you, Cam,” was whispered into my ear as she softly scratched my back.

I knew I had a lot to do in order to gain what was lost back but I was prepared. There was no limit as to what I would do sothat she could see my sincerity behind her. She’d always chose the right man for her, and I was going to prove that. My time was dedicated to her and her alone now.

“I love you more, Low.” Whether she believed that or not, it was the truth.

Her cries subsided and her moans returned. She was back into the spirit of receiving good loving. In this moment, I didn’t want her to feel pain but pleasure and enjoy the time we were able to spend together again. Under the circumstances, this was something we both needed.

Picking up the pace, I went to work for another dose of her sweet nectar. With her leg cradled in my arm, I was applying pressure to her pearl while delivering deep strokes. The ones she couldn’t run from even if she tried.

We climaxed together shortly after and remained in each other’s arms. She was who I wanted where I wanted to be.

“Thank you,” I said, pecking her lips.

“For?”

“Not moving on. I don’t think I’d know how to deal with that for real.”

She tapped my shoulder asking me to give her some space. I slid out of her and got comfortable at the head of the bed. She joined me and cuddled under me. It was a gesture we haven’t been able to do in quite some time. It was missed.

“You said you never stopped loving me, so why wasn’t I good enough for a phone call or even a text. Mya wasn’t the woman you said you gave your heart to. What was the purpose of all this?”

“Pops wasn’t a fan of me being in love with anyone knowing I was supposed to take over the family business. He wanted me to do what he did with my mother. They were much like us, and she was left behind as well.”

“We aren’t your parents, Cam. We had our own thing going on and we have a different connection. You should’ve trusted me.”

“This wasn’t about trust, Low. I had to make a decision that could’ve altered my reality. Would you love a nigga if he was broke? Never able to do anything for you but always running up your time? You would’ve walked and you know it.”

Silence swarmed us and that let me know that eventually what I thought would’ve been genuine and real, would’ve withered away. I didn’t think she was a gold digger, but I knew it was only so much a person could take and do. Harlow wasn’t an exception. As a man, we’re supposed to protect and provide. Going against my father and choosing her, I wouldn’t be able to do half of that.

“That’s what I thought.”

“Don’t say it like that Cam because the circumstances would’ve been different, and we both would’ve had to adjust, and that adjustment could’ve caused problems for us.”

“Which was why I chose to let you continue on with your life and not worry about me. We were eighteen and nineteen years old, Low. What the hell kind of person did you expect me to be? Someone who truly loves their partner wouldn’t bring on drastic change like that. I did what was right whether you believe it or not.”

“You did what was right for you, not us.”

“Can we debate about this in the morning? I was having a delightful time making you cum.”

She removed herself from under my arm and straddled my lap. “We will continue this conversation. I have a lot to say, and you have a lot more to explain.”

“Yes ma’am.”

Her lips found mine again and we continued to love one another down for hours on hours until we both had enough.When we fell asleep, she was in my arms, and I felt like I gained warmth in my heart once more.

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The sun was shining bright which caused me to wake before I was ready. I took a minute to take in everything that occurred between me and Low because those were moments I missed out on for five consecutive years. I didn’t think I would ever be able to smell her sweet fragrance ever again. Releasing a deep breath, I rolled over expecting to cuddle up on my woman when I got nothing but an empty bed.

I glanced around the room and saw that nothing of hers was in sight. She ran after I told her my intentions and that hurt a nigga feelings. I wondered why she was so acceptive of me and it seemed as if she was only here for closure. She left me with no explanation the same way I did her. I wanted to be upset but that was my karma. However, I wasn’t going to let it be set in stone. I came back for her and her alone.

Throwing the covers back, I got out the bed and headed for the shower. She could run but she couldn’t hide. She put her heart on hold for years and now she thought she could just run from what was meant to be. I low key expected her to reject me sooner, but she got what she wanted before she dipped out. Sex had always played a major factor in our relationship.