"It is," I rasp, tears spilling down my cheeks. Every damn day, I love him a little bit more. Sometimes, for the dumbest reasons. Because he hums when he cooks. Because he's a terrible dancer. Because he can't manage to sit through an entire movie, but can sit on a stool at the bar, watching me all night long. Because he's kind, and gentle, and fierce, and unrelenting, too. Because, every day since I met him, he's felt like home and safety.
"I don't need more time to know that you're my future. I don't need months or years to know that nothing I learn about you will change the way I feel about you. I'm in love with you, every goddamn thing about you. So I need you to marry me, beautiful," he rasps, reaching into his pocket, only to hold a diamond ring up between his fingers. "Please."
I stare at him and then at the way sunlight catches on the ring. "That's not the speech you rehearsed?"
"Not a word of it," he says solemnly.
I wipe tears from my cheeks. "Still a pretty good speech," I sniffle, wiping tears from my cheeks.
"Good enough for you to say yes?"
"No." My heart clenches when his face falls, torment in his gaze. "But only because I don't need a speech," I quickly add, unable to stand that look. God, it's painful. "I don't need convincing, Wade. The day you took me to the art gallery, I decided to surrender to whatever this is and follow wherever you led. That hasn't changed, not once since then. I don't think it ever will. If you want to marry me, my only answer—my always answer—is yes."
"Jesus," he rasps, his hands actually shaking. His head bows for a moment before he takes a breath and slips the ring on my finger.
I'm not sure who loves seeing it there more. But the way he looks at me? God, my whole body lights up like fireworks, every nerve ending screaming for him at the same time.
"Please," I whisper.
He doesn't need me to say anything else. He knows. He always knows.
He's on his feet in two seconds, dragging me into his arms. In two more, we're inside, tumbling to the floor just inside the door. Paint smears across his face when he kisses me, wild and joyful. I just cling to him, not caring if we're both covered in it.
He strips me with shaking hands and fervent kisses. I'm just as shaky when I try to undress him. He has to help me because my fingers won't work.
By the time we're naked, I'm so desperate, I could cry.
I don't have to, though.
"Eyes on me, beautiful," he croons, crawling between my legs.
I lock eyes with him, my legs over his shoulders.
He takes me to heaven with his mouth, never once looking away from me. I try like hell to hold his gaze, but when he wraps his lips around my clit, my back arches off the floor, my eyes closing. I come with a sharp cry, shattering to pieces.
I come back to myself with him inside me, cradling me against his chest. His lips are at my ear, his voice soft as he rumbles praise in my ear.
"Good girl," he breathes, rocking into me slow and deep. "You're such a fucking good girl when you come for me, Harlow. God, I could eat you for hours, just to watch you unravel for me."
"Wade," I whimper, locking my arms around his neck. I press my face against his throat, burning up for him. "I love you."
He trembles on top of me, the same way he always does when I say those words, as if he feels them on a molecular level. "I love you too, beautiful. Always."
His lips find mine, and I taste myself on him. I sob into his mouth, loving the way our tastes mingle. Loving the way he's so gentle and wild at the same time, whispering praise one minute and then pounding into me the next. He goes hard and deep, then so slow I feel like he's going to splinter me.
When we fall, we do it together, tangled up and drowning in bliss. I don't feel the floor beneath me. All I feel is him, everywhere.
"Iwant you tomove in with me," he murmurs a little while later, cuddling me on the couch. My head is on his chest, his hands running through the strands. "Doesn't have to be today or tomorrow, but I want you with me."
"You want me on the ranch?"
"Yes."
"Okay," I agree.
His hand stills in my hair before he tilts my head back to meet my gaze. "Yeah? You're willing to move in with me?"
"Well, I mean, I just agreed to marry you, so yeah, Wade, I'm willing to move in with you." Truthfully, I probably would have agreed to move in with him days ago, if only because the man doesn't get nearly enough sleep. He's too busy trying to be where I am, worried that Danny or some other cowboy is going to bother me. At least on the ranch, he'd be able to relax a little bit.