Page 169 of Claim Me
Blue does not respond.
Then… I feel it.
Blue slips his fingers under my forearm, hooking his arm through mine, as if he wants to stand close like that, right beside me.
That same pleasant shiver runs through me, the one I always feel when he touches me, and when I turn toward him, our eyes meet.
"Thank you for inviting me on this yacht," he says quietly. "Sometimes work makes me forget that life can be like this too, slower, with more time for myself."
"I’m glad you like it… but what I especially like is being here with you. You’re… so amazing. You’re everything."
Blue looks at me, then his gaze drops briefly to my lips, and I read it perfectly. I lean in and press a soft kiss to his mouth.
"You’re a dream to me, Blue," I whisper.
We trade soft, wet kisses, and then he sighs and whispers, "I can give myself to you, if you want that," saying it all between kisses.
I go still, a sharp, thrilling shiver running through my whole body.
I pull my lips away from his.
"Yeah?"
"Yes."
It almost knocks the breath out of me.
"Oh my gosh, I want it so badly… oh, fuck!"
For a moment we keep kissing, wet and hungry.
"Then you can have it."
We still kiss for a bit longer, and I become a bit suspicious. It sounds too good to be true. I don’t want my horniness to take over and push me forward without caring about what he really feels.
"But why me, Blue? You’ve waited so long, you pushed me away before, and I’m… no one. A criminal at that. I need you tobe sure, I don’t want pity or anything forced. I want you to want that, to be sure!"
"I am. Of everything, this is the one thing I’m sure of. And why? Simple as that, I like you and I want you."
I blink. Wow, he admits it so easily.
"You like me?"
"Of course. I can’t confess love, since I do not believe in it, it’s just a chemical thing, but I feel fondness toward you. Is this really surprising?"
"??? ??? ??…[18] Can it happen now, like right now?" I mumble, leaning in for another wet kiss.
The fact that he isn’t in love with me and I feel like I’m already there doesn’t even fully register, since my body is invested way too much. I’m so aroused that the rational part of my brain gets muted by the blood rushing through my veins. It tries to whisper to me that maybe we should wait and let the feelings bloom even more. We only decided yesterday to become ‘test boyfriends’, so it may not be healthy to do it so quickly, but… that voice getsdownvotedby my dick.
"Yes." Blue gives me a short but certain answer.
Well, I’m all in. I wrap my arms around him and lift him up, my heart pounding wildly in my chest.
He really agreed. Blue wants to have sex with me, damn! I’m about to have my first time with someone I’m, let’s be honest, seriously into, and that alone feels unreal, like some dream finally coming true.
Sure, it could probably be more romantic, maybe with a candlelit dinner and confessions of undying love, but honestly, this is still pretty amazing.
Completely hyped, I carry him below deck and into the small bedroom.
