“Okay, but…”
“No buts.” My strength seemed to come back to me in a burst, my hands moving so that I was the one holding on to his face. His stupidly beautiful face. “You are nothing like that. I’m not going to put you anywhere near that box. Ever. You hear me?”
After searching for something in my face, he bobbed his head rapidly. I didn’t know what it was he found, or what it was thathad him acquiescing, but he’d dropped it, and it was all that mattered. It meant I could take a breath, and I could go back to ignoring the tremors running through my body. The adrenaline. The mind fucks that wanted to take control when I wasn’t ready to battle them.
“We should come here more often.”
“Yeah?”
I forced myself to nod. “Yeah.”
Maybe next time I could keep it together and actually enjoy the beach. Remember the way it used to calm me when everything else around me had been chaos and uncertainty.
sixteen
Ev
Can I send you a link to a spicy website?
Santos
asks the person who’s begged me for help to put on his cock cage
Ev
Shut up, that was a moment of weakness
And consent is important
Santos
Just send the link, babes
Ev
Okay
What do you think of this?
Button cages are so pretty. They’re apparently not a good idea if you’re uncut, but I think I still want something less bulky
And it’s still pink
Santos
You know more about that than I do
But didn’t you tell me you used a larger size?
Ev
Yeah
But sizing down is a thing
Santos