Page 33 of Friends Don't Fall in Love
Just like the first, second, third,andfourth times, I have an immediate and visceral reaction to her voice. There’s a breathless quality to it I know I haven’t ever heard from her before. At least not in years and definitely not stone-cold sober. It’s sexy and sensual and teeming with… somethingI won’t actually say out loud.
Something that brings to mind shifting silhouettes and soft, pliable skin. Moonlight crisscrossing and bleeding through drawn blinds. Swallowed whispers. Feverish wanting.
I come back to myself, double-checking my lap is securely hidden under my desk and clearing my throat. All of that might be in my head. The power of suggestion, maybe. Likely that, even. Which is why I want Arlo to hear. I need to know if I’m projecting before I see her.
Arlo’s expression is hard to read. “Where’s the rest?”
“That’s all there is.”
“She sent a half-finished song?”
“Yeah. And she texted it, rather than emailing like usual.”
Arlo taps to play the song again, possibly because he likes to torture me.
I try not to listen so close this time—to shore up my defenses against the siren’s call of her voice—but it’s inevitable.
So you want me to cannonball into the icy depths of the Pacific and swim until my internal organs flatten and my eyeballs explode? Sure. Just let me take off my shoes first. Can you send them to my nephew along with my spare Xbox controller?
This time, when the last of the clip finishes, Arlo appears different. Smug, even.
“Tell me.”
He shakes his head, playing at being demure. “I mean, I’m no expert in women.”
“You’re the closest I have.”
Arlo smirks, fedora snugly in place on top of his curls. “Which is to your detrimentfor sure.Nevertheless,” he says. “I would venture to say she’s making a move.”
“A move?”
“Yes, Craig,” he drawls slow as honey from the comb. “A move. She’s trying to get your attention.”
“For what?” My friend stares at me. “Not forthat,” I insist, even as my heartbeat kicks into a trot. “This is Lorelai we’re talking about. She was engaged to my bandmate.” I’ve never told him about the one night years ago. It’s never seemed worth mentioning. Ancient history and basically a fluke.
He blows a raspberry right as there’s a knock at the door. It’s Dr. Josh with our lunches. Arlo jumps up from my desk, skipping over to his husband and kissing him on the cheek. “Come on in. We’re gonna eat with Craig. He needs our homosexual input on his hetero life choices.”
To his credit, Josh doesn’t so much as bat an eye. He settles down in one of my office chairs, scoots close to the desk to use it to eat off of, and unwraps his sandwich.
“Play the song for him.”
I peel open my sandwich and frown at it. “Pfft,I’ve heard it enough today. Besides, it feels like an invasion of privacy.” I shrug at Josh. “Sorry.”
Arlo hums in the back of his throat. “Interesting that you think it would be an invasion of privacy. It’s a song. You’re a songwriter and she’s a renowned country artist. This is the business we’re in, isn’t it?”
I swallow my bite before speaking. “I guess, but it’s half-finished.”
Arlo’s sandwich remains untouched in front of him. He leans forward, elbows on his knees. “Exactly. That she sent through text, rather than email, like usual.”
“Right. We said this all already.”
“Recapping for Dr. Handsome over here.”
“Oh. Right.”
“Basically,” he explains to Josh while finally tearing open his sandwich, “Lorelai sent our Craig a sexy nibble of a song via text, unprompted. And he doesn’t know what to make of it.”
“How sexy?”
