Page 34 of When She Falls (The Fallen)
Rafaele studies me in his usual dispassionate way. When he looks at me, I’m never quite sure that he really sees me. For Rafaele, all I am is a name written on a contract, nothing more.
He doesn’t take my hand like Nero did.
Doesn’t touch me.
He simply nods in acknowledgement and says, “Hello, Gemma.”
CHAPTER8
RAS
Last night was a fucking shitshow,and that’s saying a lot for someone who’s lived nearly a decade in Ibiza.
I couldn’t get the image of Gemma’s tear-stained face out of my head all night. She left her seat as soon as I returned to dinner, like she couldn’t stand the sight of me. I oscillated for a while between going after her to say I’m sorry or giving her space. In the end, I chose the latter.
I didn’t want to risk ruining the rest of her night.
She’d been trying to enjoy her time here. The thought of her coming here hopeful and excited, only to have everyone shove her engagement in her face made my chest ache.
I left the party early, passed out on a bed in one of Dem’s guestrooms with my clothes still on, and dreamt of terrible things.
Now, it’s late morning, and Messero’s just arrived.
The fact that I think I’d enjoy putting a bullet in his head doesn’t bode well for our meeting, but I have to put my feelings aside, because Dem’s counting on me.
This deal with Garzolo is important. It’s our first time working with Americans. Camorra’s influence is widespread throughout Europe, but none of the clans have managed to make inroads in the US in recent years. If Damiano and I can make this partnership work, it will go a long way to cement his position as our leader.
So as much as I hate it, Garzolo and Messero have leverage over us. We want to make this work, but we have to be careful not to come off as too eager.
Let them think they need us more than we need them. It’s probably true anyway.
I take a spare suit jacket out of the closet, slip it on, and head downstairs.
Thank fuck Messero and his crew aren’t shacking up with us. They’re at a five-star hotel fifteen minutes away, and they’re only around for two days.
I can handle myself around him for two days.
In the living room, Dem and Garzolo are talking to two other men.
One is the size of a grizzly bear. The other man is tall and slim, with sharp features and a cold gaze that seems to pierce right through me when our eyes meet.
“Ras, this is Rafaele Messero,” Damiano says. “And this is his consigliere, Nero De Luca.”
We shake hands. Messero’s slightly shorter than me, but he carries himself with the confidence of a man who knows he’s in charge. No one would mistake him for a foot soldier.
My gun grows heavy in its holster.
Before I do something really fucking stupid, I clench my jaw and step away.
Dem leads us outside for a tour. It’s a nice day, perfect for a swim. I glance around, hoping to catch a glimpse of Gemma somewhere by the pool or in the garden, but I don’t find her.
Nero falls in step with me, an easygoing grin playing on his lips. “We finally made it to Ibiza, and we won’t have any time to go see your boss’s clubs. It’s a damn shame.”
As someone who’s used to being the biggest guy in the room, it’s somewhat disconcerting to have him peer down his nose at me.
But there are downsides to being that size.
There’s a lot of surface area to hit.
