‘’How about we get the bitch and bastard back by fucking our brains out, you know, for old time’s sake. I could come pick you up around back and we can get outta here’’ he suggested, and my face fell apart with stunned shock, followed by a scowled look of disgust, as I could just see the slithered smile on his as he said it.
‘’Eh, what the heck, I have nothing else planned’’ said Jessica running the water faucet a little again, her heels clicking back and forth across the restroom floor before turning the water back off ‘’I just can’t believe I cleared my schedule for this shit’’ she fumed ‘’…I swear I was that certain he’d take me back in a heartbeat, where I could finally start to enjoy some of that real fucking millionaire money, the money I should have been enjoying a good eight years ago’’ she muttered irritably ‘’Smh, ‘an ugly personification of what women in my world become’ was what he said to me. Arrogant jerk, I just wis-‘’
‘’Jessica darling, we’re either doing this or we’re not’’ said Skipp impatiently ‘’but if we are, I promise big bad wolf here will help you forget all about your past love. And you’ll be rather impressed to know I’ve mastered a few new moves since the last time we fucked, which I think, no scrap that, I know darling you’ll definitely enjoy…’’
I felt fucking sick to my stomach.
‘’As long as it doesn’t involve anal again. I ended up having to spend the entire next day at the clinic because of you, walking away with three stitches below my rectum area I’ll have you know, from your over-excitement to fuck my 21-year-old ass’’
‘’You say it so crudely’’ smirked Skipp.
‘’Just no ass play’’
‘’Fine. Now come on darling, I’m waiting out back’’ and out left Jessica from the ladies restroom, leaving me ruminating the very uncomfortable decision of what to do now…do I tell Hudson everything I just heard?
CHAPTER 43
I couldn’t do it.
I couldn’t tell Hudson what I’d overheard in the ladies restroom last night, it would destroy him. Even though I had many a chance to when we got home, both before and after us making love, and yet I still couldn’t do it.
I knew he no longer harbored feelings for Jessica, but discovering his so-called best friend had perilously crossed a line and slept with her all those years back, was sure to hurt him in ways I’d never want to see him go through. I also knew how much Hudson loved his best friend, and after exchanging our stories a few weeks back, had learned just how deep their friendship truly went.
It was all nothing but lies.
I’ve no doubt those lies however will one day come to surface, but it won’t be from me. I couldn’t do that to Hudson, I would never hurt him like that. What I could do, and most definitely will do, was avoid Skipp at all costs, exactly as I told him I would, with exception of course of maintaining polite pleasantries in front of Hudson. But that was it. That was where the extent of our communication lies.
I was up bright and early that day doing my PA duties about town, feeling a slight twinge of tiredness still from the late night party, but not enough to stop me enjoying riding my fancy new car about town, as I went in order down my list of things I needed to do that morning - the first of that being to collect Hudson’s special business suits from the dry cleaners, bulk order the terabyte USB sticks needed for the office meeting next week, collect the pre-printed dinner reservation menus at El Gaucho for Tazer’s top investor’s meet, before finally grabbing myself a coffee and iced bun ahead of going to Hudson’s office, and picking up the Xeroxed files he needed in place for that afternoon's conference meeting.
It bothered me whenever I detected a little concern in his eyes still, over me maintaining my PA duties now that we were a couple. His concern of course was very sweet, and came from the right place just like his heart. And I too would probably feel the same if I were in his shoes. But I was in mine. And I remember sitting in them day after day, night after night on the cold Seattle streets, with nothing but miserable drawn-out time on my side as I sat watching the world pass me by. My efforts to keep myself entertained often saw me fictionalize story after story of those that passed me by, with on a few occasions even being right on the money.
Those days however were long behind me, and while I know he may never quite fully understand, the awesome entertaining fun I was having doing my PA duties, to me, was like the gift that kept on giving.
With time on my side ahead of setting up that afternoons business meeting down in conference, my mind drifted into its usual daydream a little after arriving to Tazer headquarters for the Xeroxed files Hudson needed, as I stood evocatively gazing away in his large office restroom mirror, completely enamored with the beautiful diamond bracelet my boyfriend had given me. That naturally led to me thinking again about last night, and how broken Hudson appeared to be after returning home from the party…
{Flashback to last night…}
‘’…you really didn’t have to, I’m not one to pry. But thank you Hudson for being honest with me and telling me about Jessica’’ I said softly running my hand down his face. He looked so sad, dare I say a little broken. And while I deep down understood the reasons why, I also now knew a different darker version of the history they all shared.
‘’I would never keep anything from you Taylor, and again I’m sorry for leaving you alone as long as I did inside the party’’ he told me, with his hand softly grazing my face also as we lay in bed together, listing to the heavy sound of rainfall beat against the pane outside, which had started a little after us arriving back home.
‘’I know baby, I wouldn’t either. And I trust you with all my heart’’ I smiled at him.
He looked as if he wanted to cry, which made me want to cry also as my heart was so connected to him now, and I felt the same pain whenever he did. The emotion of seeing again a past love that was lost, was enough to destroy even the strongest of hearts. And while I could see he was a little discomforted at letting his sadness show in front of me, he also didn’t want me away from him, as he wrapped his arms around me kissing and holding me desperately.
His passion that night was both deep and intensified, as Hudson climbed his 6 foot body on top of mine, crushing his muscled weight down on mine in his hungered desire to make love.
‘’Mmm…Hudson, mmm’’ I groaned, feeling his strong hands slide under the laced material of my black negligee, caressing up and down my warm body, before removing the nightie over my head and smoothing his hands up and down my naked skin.
I hate that she brought all that hurt back to him, and felt it my duty as a woman to show the man in my life just how much I cared for him, and that I would never hurt him in any such way, especially since learning his true deepened feelings for me.
I’d wanted in that very moment to tell him I loved him too, but somewhere in my mind’s eye told me those three precious words may be a little unbalanced right now, what with all the emotion that had transpired that night. There would definitely be a time and place for it, but this moment in time wasn’t it.
‘’Kiss me baby, kiss me hard’’ said his warm breath against my lips, and I wrapped my arms around him tight kissing his lips hard as Hudson lifted my legs ready to enter me.
I continued kissing his lips passionately, as Hudson reached across in his usual motion to the side drawer by our bed for a condom and slipped it down over himself, before raising my legs up farther and entering me deep with one hand over my head gripping the bed board ‘’aaahh, aaahh fuck’’ I moaned, as Hudson widened his legs fucking me slow and deep, with his warm balls pressing firm against the outside of my vagina.
I could feel my pussy leaking onto the bed beneath me, stickying his balls with my warm moisture as he made me cum fast, and I lay quivering in pleasure underneath him as he slowly pulled out from me.