TAYLOR POV:
Fuck. Why did I offer to do that?! What were you thinking Taylor?? I thought looking at myself in the bathroom mirror…you can’t ever get that close to him again, not ever…I scolded myself harshly…but since you already started, I guess there’s no point now denying the tempting Devil’s work…I thought with a naughty smile. And with a heavy intake of breath I let out a relaxed even breath, before grabbing the Winter Spice lotion on the side and heading back out to the main room.
My arms had already begun aching me the first time around, as there pleasurably was a lot of Hudson to massage. But, a safe side massage from my kneeling position on the floor was the closest I would allow myself to get to him.
His next words however would prove a true test of my desired restraint, as he turned his head slightly from its resting position on the pillow to look at me when I approached…
‘’Now I know I’m a big guy and all’’ he grinned ‘’…but I’m very much enjoying this free massage you’re giving me Taylor, will even more so when you put the lotion on’’ he said with a knee-weakening sideways grin ‘’so if you like…do please feel free to sit on my back if it makes it more comfortable for you. You’ve already gotten quite a few of those knots out, and I can feel it doing wonders with my stress over that silly merger’’ he smiled warmly.
Oh boy…
‘’Uh y-yeah sure, I could do that’’ and with a stern dismissal of the pornographic image that naughtily flashed through my mind from wanting him so badly, I lightly hitched up the bedroom shorts I was wearing and straddled myself down carefully onto Hudson’s waist…yep. I’m definitely burning in hell for this, I thought, as nothing that felt this good was ever without consequence.
‘’Mmm…that feels out of this world Taylor’’ he groaned, adjusting his body under me slightly ‘’…if I’m not careful, I could get very used to this’’
I could feel my heart beating ten to the dozen, as I continued in timid silence massaging up and down Hudson’s broad muscular back and shoulders. I was nervous as fucking fuck right now, as this was not only my boss, but a man I still had very strong feelings of desire for.
I needed a distraction…
‘’So…what’s the story behind the huge snake tat?’’ I asked.
‘’You don’t like it?’’ he asked leaning up and twisting his face around to look at me.
‘’Oh no, I do. I actually think it’s pretty cool’’ I grinned, and he lay back down again with a handsome sideways grin of his own.
‘’Skipp still persists in teasing me that I was going through some mid-life crisis at the time’’ he laughed ‘’but the truth is, I got the tattoo some years back as a reminder of the strength I carried myself through with after my ex Jessica broke my heart. And with the Viper symbolizing both rebirth, transformation, immortality, and healing, it felt at the time, and in a way still does, like the perfect symbol of strength to mark the new turning phase in my life with my company Tazer’’
Good call on the Viper guess Taylor…I smiled to myself, where overall everything he described about himself in symbolism with the Viper, I felt was absolutely perfect and indicative of his strong nature.
‘’That’s very admirable Hudson’’ I told him ‘’and again, I really am sorry you went through all that’’ I said remembering him speaking briefly of her once before ‘’but I respect your decision to have your artwork done, and it honestly looks very very cool’’
‘’Thank you Taylor, that means a lot. And I’m glad you like it’’ he smiled.
I continued on as professionally as I could until eventually I’d exhausted all my energy massaging his perfect back, while at the same time of course indulging every cheap thrill my hands over his sexy muscular body, were giving me.
‘’Thank you Taylor’’ said Hudson as I climbed myself off of him, and stood with my oily hands suspended out in front of me ready to wash ‘’that was honestly the best massage I’ve ever been given’’ he grinned down at me.
‘’Yeah right’’ I laughed ‘’but thanks for being sweet. I do hope though that a little of those knots are evened out’’
‘’I can already feel it’’ he said, and we both stood looking at each other not saying anything, before I finally lowered my eyes telling Hudson I needed to wash my hands.
‘’Here let me’’ he said picking up a box of tissues from the coffee table and wiping my hands with it.
‘’Thank you’’ I smiled up at him, and that long deep stare into the others eyes continued into an extended gaze, before it was Hudson this time who gently broke the moment saying ‘’well, we better head off to bed. Long day ahead of us tomorrow, and I got that meeting first thing in the morning with Skipp and the other board men’’
‘’And I’ve got a full, but fun day of shopping for the new wallet and shoes you wanted, before I’ll head back and meet you as agreed for lunch’’ I smiled at him.
‘’Well then, goodnight Taylor’’
‘’Goodnight Hudson’’
I stood watching with my teeth sunk into my lower lip, as Hudson picked up his shirt and walked like a Trojan king into his bedroom and closed the door…seriously Taylor, you could do yourself actual nerve damage the way you were staring at his ass like that, I chuckled to myself.
Half an hour later I was all snuggled up comfortably under the covers ready to sleep. With the lights in the room turned low, and the low serenade of late-night blues jazz coming from the living room speakers around me, I lay quietly looking across from my cozied-up position on the couch, out at the beautiful glow of panoramic city lights dancing through the window. And with the seductive dark scent of Hudson’s smooth cologne still lingering the air around me from where he’d been laying on the couch, I in that moment felt the most relaxed I had ever felt.
A while later at perfect peace with my thoughts, I let my mind comfortably replay back the entire evening all over again. Enjoying in real time the sexy image of Hudson’s perfect body laying thick between my legs, and the sexually appetizing feel of his smooth manly skin beneath my fingers as I massaged him. And with them still a little moist from the leftover residue of Winter Spice lotion, I unashamedly pushed back the covers with one hand, and lay looking down my naked body in the birthday suit I’d decided to sleep in that night, before lowering my oiled fingers down with my other, burying them up deep between my open legs where I made myself orgasm multiple times, while fantasizing a forbidden passion with a man I knew I could never have.
CHAPTER 20