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“We both know they’re not tiny.”
“I wasn’t finished.”
“My bad.”
“And crush them.”
“Jesus,” he groans, moving his lower body out of my reach. “Don’t even joke about that kind of thing.”
“Do you honestly think I’m joking?”
“Actually, no I don’t, but since your anti-violence, I presume my boys are safe.”
He moves his body closer and slides his arm around my waist, pulling my back into his front … the big spoon to my little. I shouldn’t like it as much as I do.
When his hand starts to travel south, and his fingers slip down the front of my sleep shorts, I’m torn. Do I remove it? Or part my legs to give him better access?
“What are you doing?” I grumble.
“You seem tense, babe, just relax and let me take care of you.”
“I’m not having sex with you, Mason, my parents are down the hall.”
“I don’t want to have sex with you—well that’s technically a lie, because I do, but I’m not going to. Our days of having casual sex are done.”
“Why?” My question is followed by a whimper as the tip of his fingers circle my clit.
When they slide lower, he growls, sinking his teeth into my shoulder. “So, wet for me.”
He pushes one of his digits deep inside me, and I unashamedly roll onto my back, spreading my legs wide. I’ve been dying for a release ever since we stepped off the plane. I was even tempted to touch myself in the shower, but I’m glad I didn’t now. I could never pleasure myself the way he does.
He adds a second finger, and my hips buck off the bed. When he withdraws, coming back in with a third, I push my head back into the pillow and moan. “Fuck, Red,” he pants, rocking his erection into my side.
Capturing my mouth with his, he drives his fingers in as far as my body will allow, swirling them around in a circle. I’m so stretched, so full, that I immediately come. I start to tremble as euphoria spreads throughout my entire being. The intensity of my orgasm has me feeling lightheaded by the time I ride the last wave.
My inner muscles are still pulsing around his fingers as he draws back and looks down at me. “If you offer yourself to me again, be sure it’s what you really want, because it will mean this standoff between us is done and dusted. Next time I have you, it will be for keeps. Understand?”
I nod my head, because I understand him loud and clear.
Chapter33
Mason
It’s day three of our stay in Melbourne, and I’m actually glad I came now. Jim and Grace are amazing and have been so accommodating to Blake and I. We already feel like part of the family.
Our mornings start with a hot breakfast cooked by Grace, and I clearly see where Red got her culinary skills from. Then we head out sightseeing for the day. We dine out for lunch and when we come back here, the girls make us an amazing dinner. I’ve never eaten so well.
At night, we head down to the media room to watch a movie, or play boardgames around the dining table, which is something I’ve never done before, sad but true. I love that Blake and I both get to experience this. It’s the kind of family unit I’ve always yearned for, and hope to provide him one day.
I haven’t heard from Connor since we arrived. I feel guilty not being there, but I’m thankful he’s present on my behalf. When I told him we were heading to Melbourne, he said he’d keep me updated. No news is good news I suppose.
As for me and Red, I’m still all over her like a rash when we have an audience, but at night when we head to bed, she stays on her side of the mattress, and I stay on mine. It’s a struggle having her so close, and keeping my distance, but I want it all—a taste here and there is not enough anymore. She needs to be sure, because I can’t go through this again … it’s been hell without her. I just hope she doesn’t take too long, because my balls are bluer than her eyes.
It is late afternoon when we leave the zoo. Blake is walking ahead of us, holding Grace’s and Jim’s hands. He seems just as obsessed with Jacinta’s mum as he is with her.
My hand drops from Red’s shoulder, sliding down her back, until my fingers dip into the back pocket of her jeans. I give her arse a cheeky squeeze.
“Are you right there?” she grumbles.
