Page 100 of Book of Night
Charlie pulled the lid off the bin. And there, under birth certificates and her mother’s divorce proceedings, she found a folder with her name on it. Inside was a copy of the police report, hospital release, and the bill sent to the insurance. She skimmed over the details.Scratches on arms and face consistent with branches. Mild dehydration. One stood out:traces of ketamine in system.
She closed the folder, Liam’s words echoing in her head:One of the doctors that works here is known for being generous with prescriptions. I saw Remy’s cousin Adeline buy some ketamine off him.
It seemed that stealing a quickened shadow hadn’t slowed down Salt’s experiments, and that he’d gotten the rest of the family involved.
“Did you find it?” her mother called across the lot.
Charlie stuffed the folder under her shirt so her jeans held it in place. “Yeah, Mom,” she called back, and dragged the mattress inside.
Her mother had made feverfew tea, which she said was good for pain. Bob slipped her some ibuprofen, which worked much better.
Charlie went back to the couch and the frozen peas. After a few moments, when she was pretty sure no one was looking, she eased the folder out from under her shirt and into the seam on the side of the couch, where the cushion would cover it.
Lucipurrr patrolled the new space, meowing as Mom took out some chopped meat and started making something for dinner. Bob put on that show where people bring in old stuff and experts tell them whether the item is worth money.
A long-haul trucker had brought in a cuckoo clock of his grandmother’s that turned out to be a real antique, from the Edwardian period. When it struck midnight, a man appeared, running from his own shadow. “This was a time of great spirituality,”said the elderly appraiser, stroking his beard thoughtfully. “Gloamists performed elaborate shadowplays against the walls of ballrooms. Magic was right in front of people, and yet few looked closely enough to discover it.”
“Don’t let the front desk know you’ve got a cat in here,” Mom told Posey. “There’s a hundred-and-fifty-dollar cleaning fee for bringing a pet into the room.”
“I wasn’t going to tell anyone,” Posey complained, an adolescent whine creeping into her voice. “And I don’t know where I am supposed to talk to clients. It’s so loud in here.”
“Try the bathtub,” Mom said unhelpfully.
An hour later, they ate goulash sitting on folding chairs around a café table that couldn’t hold all their plates at once. They drank Posey’s wine. They were following the Hall family tradition of pretending everything was okay, and Charlie was glad. Nothing was okay and she had no idea what to do about it.
“Posey tells me that Vincent moved out. I’m so sorry,” Mom said.
Charlie nodded. The less said about that, the better. One more thing that was definitely not okay. “Yeah, well. You know my luck.” She didn’t sayourluck, because she liked Bob. Of course, it was possible that she would have liked anyone who’d brought her ibuprofen. If he’d brought her coffee too, she might have married him herself.
Her mother waited, as though hoping she might say more. Mightshare. When Charlie didn’t, her mother deflated a little. Charlie felt guilty all over again, in a new way.
After dinner, Mom turned to Bob. “I want to show them where we sit outside.”
“Outside?” Charlie asked. “It’s cold.”
“Under the stars. You get the blankets and I’ll get the folding chairs.”
A few minutes later, they were in the parking lot, looking at the lights of Springfield in the distance and the stars above.
“Not bad, right?” Mom said. “Like a porch.”
Bob stood by the car and looked up obligingly. “Rain cleared out the clouds.”
“I am not staying out here, freezing,” Posey said. “I have a chat with some friends. We’re revising plans.”
Hopefully, that meant ayahuasca was off the table.
“Be careful,” Charlie reminded her.
Posey gave her a sharp look and went inside.
After a while, Bob left too, saying something about making himself some tea. Charlie stayed wrapped up in her blanket. She didn’t want to go back to that claustrophobic room, air thick with her own mistakes. And she worried that Posey was desperate enough to be a gloamist that she’d allow herself to be tricked, and that all the promised sweetness would be there to drown in.
“I’m glad you came to us,” Mom said.
“Me too,” Charlie replied automatically, alert to the dangers of this conversation.
“I’ve got a lot of regrets about decisions I made as your mother. When I was younger, I wasn’t always paying attention to the right things. I wish you felt like you could come to me when you were in trouble years ago.”
