Page 396 of Seasons of Love
I took the guy by the hand and pulled him into the nearest stall. I didn’t even bother locking the door before I slammed my mouth on his.
He let out a moan that spurred me on. I unzipped his jeans and took his cock out. It felt good…hard, long, and it already had some precum beading from the head.
I wondered if he just wanted me to suck him or if he’d be up for getting fucked.
“What’s your name?” he asked.
“Jake, you?”
“Sam.”
“Nice to meet you, Sam,” I said, tugging his lips between my teeth before I sucked them.
Fuck, they were soft like Griff’s.
Shit. Fuck.
He put his hands on my shoulders, which I took as a sign he wanted me to get on my knees and suck him.
I started moving, but he stopped me.
“What’s up?” I asked.
“Jake, are you sure you want this?”
I frowned. Huh?
“What do you mean?”
“I mean that you’re coming at me like a starved man, but you’re not even hard. I’m all for some fun, but I’m not a jerk. I’m not going to take advantage of you, and I’m also not the guy for you to take your issues out on.”
I took a step back and leaned against the wall.
“I’m sorry. I’m…sorry, Sam.”
He placed his hand on the handle of the door that was closed but unlocked.
“You’re cute, Jake. I’m sure you’ll work it all out.” And then he left.
When I got out of the restroom, I saw Gabe on the dance floor eating some guy’s face while grinding against him to the beat of the music.
I needed to get some air, so I headed toward the door. Once I was out, I didn’t stop until I found myself on the beach.
It was dark already. The sky was clear and full of stars, and there was a slight chill in the air I hadn’t noticed after leaving the bar.
I pulled my phone out and sent Gabe a text.
Jake: I’m going home. Sorry to leave you, but you seemed happily occupied.
Gabe: Nah, he was too handsy. I’m off toward home too. Are you okay?
Jake: I’m good. Just needed some air.
Gabe: See you at home then.
I pocketed the phone and looked one more time to the sky.
“I still miss you, Mom.”
