Page 184 of Malice and Surrender
“Fuck that feels good,” he said, and I ground my teeth together, but I couldn’t peel my eyes away from her mouth.
“Are you going to join or just stare all night,” Jace asked.
“I’m going to rip your fucking balls off,” I said.
“You can try, but you’d have to get your other boot off first. That seems to be a real battle you have going on.” Jace smirked, and two things hit me. I wasn’t sure which was more unsettling. The first was that Jace’s antics were similar to Roach and the banter I enjoyed. The second was that watching Raine lick his cock was turning me on. Neither sat well.
Focusing on my stupid boot, I got the second one off and my jeans. I’d never live it down if Roach ever heard about this. Pushing myself to my feet, I marched for the bed and froze, almost tripping again. Raine knelt on the floor in front of Jace and Avro. Her hands were wrapped around their cocks as her mouth swapped back and forth between the two.
There were no words to describe the sexiness of the image and the rage that overcame me in a single shuddering breath.
“He looks like he’s going to cum and blow a gasket at the same time,” Jace said.
My eyes flicked up to his, and my hands clenched. There was a good chance I would’ve jumped over Raine and tackled him if she hadn’t picked that exact moment to stand up in front of me in all her naked glory.
“Come here,” she said, and my feet moved as if she held a remote to my body. My hands wrapped around her waist, and my body tingled with the feel of her skin. “Wanna play a game?”
“What kind of game?” The sound was rough as my body continued to tremble. Raine bit her lip, and some of the control I’d managed to lock into place slipped. My body sang with the silky soft feel of her skin as I slid my hand up between her tits. I couldn’t explain what she was doing to me even if I wanted to.
Wrapping my hand around her throat, I glanced over her shoulder to see Avro and Jace watching but not moving. There was an ethereal quality about Raine that had always been there for me. She’d called to my senses when we were young and made them sing now, but my heart had grown so dark that everything was twisted like a patch of thorns.
“Jace said it would be fun to see who could last longer. Him with Avro, of course,” she whispered, and I shivered. Raine squeaked like a terrified mouse as I turned her and forced her to walk backward until the wall stopped us. My hand tightened ever so slightly around her throat, and I could feel her pulse jumping under my fingertips.
“Did he now,” I asked so only she could hear.
“Yes.” She trembled under my hold, and her hands went to my arm. I could see her fighting her instincts. Everything in her was telling her to fight. The flash of fear, anger, and dark desire, was conflicting. I brushed my cheek against hers, and she sucked in a sharp breath, her pulse pounding harder with each passing second.
“You make me want to do dark things, Tink. You make me want to watch the light fade in your eyes just so they can never touch you again.” She swallowed hard as goosebumps rose on her body. “You see it, don’t you? You see the edge of insanity in my eyes. It’s you that makes me this way. It’s always been you.”
I sucked her delicate little earlobe into my mouth and bit down enough to make her gasp and whimper. My cock throbbed at the sound, and I took a moment to close my eyes and breathe in her scent as the fantasy of either her or them dying played out behind my eyes.
“Are you going to hurt me,” she asked, her voice far too sweet for the moment.
Leaning back, I once more stared into the pools of blue that swallowed my soul and refused to give it back.
“No, Tink. But you need to understand that you’re fully in the driver’s seat of every dark and depraved desire I have. I want their blood to run red as we fuck between their cold bodies. I want to throw us off a tall bridge and die clutching your hand in mine. Images of blood and pain are like a vivid painting in my mind, and you are the muse in all of them.”
Releasing her neck, she sucked in a deep breath, and even that made me shudder with a need that coursed through my body. I ran my thumb over her bottom lip and wanted to bite that soft skin until she screamed.
“I said I’d try this Tink, but be very careful what buttons you push. The trapdoor to my sanity is hidden under one of them.” She nodded, her eyes never leaving mine. “Yes, I will accept Jace’s challenge, but I doubt he’s going to win,” I said, loud enough for him to hear, and smirked when he scoffed.
“I wasn’t even trying earlier, and I beat you,” Jace said. Over my shoulder, I looked at the cocky grin. So he was paying attention. That told me he was a good actor and wasn’t as secure as he liked to let on. That thought simmered the wild static in my mind.
“Who says that I was,” I said.
“Well then, by all means, let’s see what you’ve got.” Jace held his hand out toward the bed.
Was I really going to do this? Like Raine said, was it that much different than the clubhouse? I was about to find out.
“I have a feeling my ass is going to get punished, and I wasn’t even a jerk tonight,” Avro said, crawling onto the bed.
“You tricked us into coming up here together. That’s worth at least one blackout fucking,” Jace said, and as hard as I tried, I couldn’t stop the corner of my mouth from pulling up. So the gauntlet was tossed down. Fuck them until they blacked out.
Now that was a challenge I could get behind.
Raine
Why I thought Kai would take it easy on me the first round, I didn’t know. I screamed as he thrust himself into me, his cock filling me and shooting intense pleasure and pain throughout my body.
