Page 157 of Malice and Surrender
“Kai,” I whispered, and his eyes flicked to mine. “I really don’t want a shaky tattoo. Maybe try not to glare at him like you’re going to eat him.”
A smirk pulled up the corner of his mouth. “Good point. I don’t want it to look like Keven or something.”
The buzz of the machine started up again, and I sucked in a sharp breath as the needle came into contact with my leg. I nibbled my lip and decided to ask the question that wouldn’t stop nagging at the back of my mind.
“Were you going to push her away?”
“What do you mean?”
“When I came up the stairs, I saw that woman hanging on you, and you didn’t push her away. What would’ve happened if I hadn’t walked in when I did?”
Kai’s hand was quick as he gripped me by the throat, instantly making it hard to breathe. I tried not to move, but as his lips grazed my ear, I couldn’t help but shiver.
“Don’t move, Tink,” he said and nipped my earlobe. His hand squeezed a little tighter, and instinct had me gripping his forearm.
“Do you feel that? Do you feel how you’re struggling to take a breath?” I could only stare into his commanding eyes as a trickle of fear traveled down my spine, and I wheezed out the air in my lungs. “How every little gasping breath burns like acid in your lungs as you dream of death while you fight to survive? That’s how I’ve lived every day without you. Never question my love for you again.” Kai released my throat, and I sucked in a deep breath, my mind reeling from what he’d just said. “Of course, I told them to fuck off. I made you a promise.” He picked up my hand and ran his finger over the silver ring I’d never taken off. I hadn’t known if he recognized it until this moment. I couldn’t tear my eyes away from his penetrating stare that seemed to reach into my body and grip my soul.
“I’m done,” Leech said, wiping my leg with something cool.
Gripping Kai’s face, I kissed him hard, no longer caring who the hell was standing around. If they wanted to watch, they could watch. Kai groaned. Cupping my ass, he pulled me up against his body.
“I hear your favorite position is the reverse cowgirl.” I smirked as his brow furrowed.
“Fucking Wilder,” he mumbled. “I’ll try and explain about him another time. Yes, I do enjoy it.”
I undid the button and zipper on his jeans and was rewarded with a growl as I slipped my hand inside the open flaps to pull him free. His face contorted with a dark desire as I stroked his very hard cock.
“Then sit down,” I ordered and gently pushed his chest.
Kai smiled, and the noise around us faded into the background. As soon as he was sitting, I went to push my thong down. He grabbed my hand and shook his head no.
“They get to have a show, but not that much of a show. Just pull it aside. As it is, I may have to rip all their eyes out of their heads for doing this,” Kai said, his voice lethal, making me shiver.
Leaning over, I braced my hands on the couch on either side of his head. “We could just go to your house.” I sucked his lower lip into my mouth.
“No.” His hand slid around the back of my neck, and I captured his lips as his fingers tightened. He didn’t say anymore, and I didn’t push. If this was what he wanted, then I wanted it too. “Get on your knees, Tink and suck my cock,” he ordered and ran his hand through my short hair. He managed to grip a handful and pull my head back, bowing my body away from his. I whimpered as his lips attacked the sensitive skin at the base of my neck and sucked.
“Now,” he said as he let go of my hair. Kneeling, I slipped between his open legs. Wrapping my hand around his cock I opened my mouth, and Kai gripped my chin between his thumb and finger, forcing me to look up at him. “No hands, Tink. Put them behind your back. I want to see if you can take it all.”
My mouth fell open as I stared at the long cock and then up at Kai’s eyes. Did he think I was a fucking superhero? I was lucky it fit in my pussy let alone down my throat. My lips wrapped around the tip of his cock, and any tentativeness I had subsided when he groaned and shuddered as my mouth slid down. There was no greater aphrodisiac. Sucking hard, I bobbed my head, and it didn’t take long for Kai’s hands to grip my hair again.
“Fuck Tink, you’ve been holding out on me. Damn, that feels so fucking good,” Kai said, his praise going through my body and ending between my legs. The desire that had been a steady roar since he picked me up was now throbbing steadily between my legs. Moaning, I bobbed faster, loving the feel of him sliding in and out of my mouth and the sounds of pleasure he made. The room had become a roar of sounds, but in the chaos, there was only an intense calm between us.
Kai groaned and pulled my hair harder. Before he could force my head down, I closed my eyes and sucked in a deep breath as I managed to swallow his cock down. The panic was there, but I fought it as Kai swore, his fingers tightened painfully, adding to the moment.
“Fuck Tink, shit,” Kai said and pulled my head off his cock. I gasped in a breath, my lips swollen. I licked at the moisture around my mouth and savored the taste of him. “Where did you learn that,” he asked, his face dark with threads of anger.
I cocked a brow and smirked. “Jace is a good teacher.”
The words had the exact reaction I expected as he snarled like an animal and hauled me off the floor. “Is he now?”
“Apparently. You liked it,” I said softly, purposely poking at him. It was like a matador waving something red in front of a bull. His eyes took on that murderous glare, a growl ripped from his chest, and I melted at the sound.
“You think you’re being cute, Tink?” He turned me around and yanked my thong out of the way. “I’m going to fuck his name right out of your mouth.” Kai’s voice was rough, and I could feel the anger rolling off of him. But where it scared me the first night he crashed back into my life, now I craved it. I wanted his love as much as his anger and jealousy. I hated to admit that Jace was right. He’d seen my dark desires, but I hadn’t been ready to admit it to myself.
Now I fully understood what I wanted, and the crazier Kai became, the more I wanted him. It was toxic and completely unhealthy—a psychiatrist would have a field day with me—but I stopped caring somewhere between that first night and this moment. There were no sweet and kind words of love as he thrust into me, and the hands gripping my hips forced me down to meet him.
“Ahh,” I screamed with intense pleasure and intoxicating pain. “Fuck, Kai,” I yelled and fell back against his body as he pistoned in and out of me. I tried to help, but his pace was too quick, and the orgasm that was building now soared toward the cliff’s edge.
