Page 130 of Malice and Surrender
As I did, he grabbed the blankets from the foot of the bed, yanking on them like he was pissed off, and untucked them. He walked toward me, and the energy around us grew until it felt like electricity racing over my skin.
“Get in,” he ordered, lifting the blankets so I could slip in. Confused as to why he’d bother. “I plan on fucking you until we pass out, but I’m going to stay buried inside of you where I belong, and every time I get hard, I’m going to fuck you all over again.”
I shuddered as he answered the question in my mind and crawled between my legs. “Lift your hands over your head.”
I lifted my hands and couldn’t help jerking a little as he licked up my stomach to my nipple, stopping long enough to suck each one into a stiff peak and making me squirm from the overstimulation. As he settled between my legs, I could feel his cock pressing up against my opening.
Slipping a hand between our bodies, he lined up his cock, and I moaned as the thick head pressed into me. It didn’t matter that I was soaking wet. He was thick enough that my body needed to adjust to his size, a luxury I wasn’t given the first time we did this. I firmly slammed the door on that thought. If we were moving forward, I couldn’t keep thinking about that night.
He sucked in a deep breath, pushed in a little further, and ran his hands along my arms until he could hold mine. This time as our lips met, it was with a tenderness I didn’t know he was capable of until this moment. The kiss didn’t command anything from me, and it didn’t promise pain. Instead, the kiss spoke of deeper things, and my heart swelled as a tear fell from my eye.
“You’re perfect,” Kai whispered against my lips as he slid deeper into my body until he was fully inside me. “I plan on cumming in you all night. Are you on the pill?” I shook my head. There hadn’t been the need until recently. “Good. If there is even a one percent chance that you can get pregnant, then I want the kid to be mine.”
Tears clouded my eyes as he stared down at me, leaning in to kiss me again. I didn’t think he could’ve said anything more endearing or that screamed how much he loved me. He began to move, but there was no urgency to his movements. It was like he was taking the time to enjoy what we’d missed all these years. We were quiet and let our bodies speak for us as he slowly picked up the pace. Our lips continued to touch, the kiss deepening as slowly as the way he was making love to me.
He’d said he loved me, but I didn’t truly believe it until now. His eyes held all the emotions he’d been hiding underneath the rage. There was no anger or fury, and the walls that had been firmly in place were gone.
I wrapped my legs around his waist, and he sank deeper. He groaned as I moaned, but we both shuddered as he bottomed out. My heart, which had calmed from the intense orgasms, was once more pounding hard for him. I could feel the thump in his chest as easily as my own as he held me tighter.
“I’ve wanted this for so long,” Kai said and broke the kiss to stare into my eyes. “I’d lay in my cell and dream of this moment, of what it would be like to be held by you. To no longer hate you. To go back in time and fix whatever I’d broken.” Tears spilled over, blurring his image. “I’m sorry. I’m sorry I never gave it a single thought that you were actually attacked. That will haunt me for the rest of my life.
“I’m sorry too. I can never say sorry enough for not being stronger and listening to the voice that kept saying it couldn’t be you. Maybe if I had….” My lower lip trembled as the complex emotions continued to rise. Kai dropped his head and stole the next apology from my mouth.
“I know,” he said and laid his forehead against mine as his cock continued to slowly coax my body into reaching for a third orgasm. “I just wanted you to know that nothing I could ever have imagined compares to you. I love you, Raine, I always have.”
My heart swelled and felt like it would burst right out of my chest. “I want to hold you,” I said. There was no hesitation as Kai let go of my hands, and I wrapped my arms around his neck. He couldn’t be close enough, and I held onto him like he would disappear as our breathing increased.
“Fuck, I can’t hold back any longer,” Kai said, breaking the kiss and burying his head into the crook of my neck. “Cum for me,” he whispered in my ear, sending a shiver down my spine. “Fuck, you drive me crazy,” he said and thrust into me harder with each word. His teeth nipped at the sensitive skin on my neck, and I turned my head to give him better access.
“Yes, Kai. Right there, please keep going,” I begged as I reached the top and felt close to tumbling over the other side.
“You like it like that,” he asked as he thrust into me hard.
“Yes. Don’t stop, oh god Kai, I’m so close.”
“Fuck.” Kai reared up onto his arms, and all his muscles strained as he pounded into me hard, making the bed bang against the wall. “Cum for me, Tink, right now,” he growled as he closed his eyes, his face tense as he tried to hold off for me.
“I’m. All. Most…ahh. Yes, Kai, I’m cumming,” I screamed, my body arching off the bed as the most powerful orgasm gripped me in its hold. My nails dug into Kai’s shoulders, and his rhythm picked up to a furious pace. I was still riding the high of my climax when Kai roared. His face contorted as he came. I could feel him filling me with each thrust. “Fuck me, Tink.”
Kai collapsed on my body, both of us damp with sweat and panting to catch our breath.
“I love you,” I whispered into his ear, and his arms tightened around me. I had to find a way to make this work because I never wanted to let him go again.
FOURTEEN HOURS EARLIER
Avro
Although I never wanted to take up stalking as a career, I had to admit I was pretty fucking good at it. Racing home, I grabbed my baby. I only took her out for special occasions. The fancy Mustang was my pride and joy, but only Jace knew I had it. I was going to show Camille off to Raine when the moment was right to introduce them, but Camille was the jealous type, so these things had to be handled delicately.
The only issue with a sexy ass muscle car was that it drew a shit load more attention than the sedan I normally drove.
I doubted Raine would head deeper into Florida. If I were going to run, I would find the furthest point I could get to and call that home, and since we were almost always on the same wavelength, I chose that as the most likely option. She didn’t drive or have a car, so that left planes, buses, or hitchhiking. The last option I eliminated immediately.
Raine might be braver, but there was no way she was walking down the side of an interstate with her thumb sticking out. So here I was, sitting in the dark shadows of the overpass and the closest interstate on-ramp to where Kai and the Lost Souls were located. If he was heading out of town as fast as possible, this is where he would come.
Hopefully he didn’t decide to go to Walmart for socks or some shit. That would screw up my perfectly thought-out plan. Luckily, I didn’t have to wait very long to find out. The loud rumbling of the Indian motorcycle roared passed my hiding spot and shook my car as it went. I’d positioned myself perfectly and caught a glimpse of him as he rode by with the Lost Souls emblem on his back. I could admit that the motorcycle held a certain appeal. The shiny black paint job and glittering chrome looked sick.
“How did I fucking know you’d find a way?” I tried tracking her with all my tricks, but anything I had was no good when she left her phone behind.
