“That would be walking toward your death. I think Adae wants you dead.”
“He does. Lucifer mentioned that Adae is trying to get God's attention by killing off Lucifer's soldiers.”
I still couldn't get over the fact that Adae was a fallen angel. And although it was a big missing puzzle piece, it still didn't answer all my thoughts.
How did my daughter and I fit into Adae's grand scheme?
Azar spoke, “I stayed up most of the night trying to figure out a good solution to get your daughter back and please Lucifer.”
“Sacrificing yourself wouldn't be the solution.”
“It would get your daughter back, and if Adae didn't kill me, then at least Lucifer would track me to Adae. I get the feeling that Adae can shield himself from Lucifer.”
I shook my head. “You're not sacrificing yourself—”
“I am.” He gave me a sad smile. “So, let's spend these last moments together on the beach, making love. Then, you take me to Adae like you intended from the very beginning.”
“I don't want to do that.”
“Why not?”
“Things are different.”
“How?”
“You know how?”
“You're falling in love with me, as much as I am falling in love with you?”
My heart boomed in my ears.
A huge smile spread across his face, and I was seized by the urge to kiss his full lips. “This makes me happy.”
“Azar. . .”
“I love you, Fatou.”
I looked away, not ready to tell him the words that had risen within my soul. Part of me remembered that I'd believed a vampire when he'd said those same words. And that vampire betrayed me—leaving my daughter and me to deal with his debts.
But the other part. . .it glowed with passion and desire, yearning to confess my love for him.
“I don't need you to say it, Fatou.” He closed the small distance between us. “I can feel the love radiating off you.”
I shook my head and refused to look his way. Instead of focusing on the emotion spinning around in my heart, I directed my attention to the main problem.
I can't let him sacrifice his life for my daughter.
It would be an easy solution, but it would break my heart.
Then it came to me, like lightening striking a tree in a thunderstorm.
I lifted my view to him. “I know Adae’s cell system like the back of my hand.”
I’d caught hundreds of lower incubus demons in the past years. Some were only a week old, starving for energy after giving up their humanity for immortality. I’d watched the sorcerers lock the young demons away as I followed them in and out the cell system with no problem.
“I could easily get us into the cells. I have a friend who could help.” I bit the side of my lip and gazed at a sea gull as it landed on the sand near us. “I’ve considered grabbing Jade and escaping many times before, but I couldn’t figure out how to handle the guards if they caught me. I could bite one, maybe get a few with my needles, but not all the others.”
“I could kill them all,” Azar said matter-of-factly. “Unless things have changed drastically in the past five years, the guards are no match for me.”