Just one touch, and I’m an animal, desperate for more.
“Does that feel good, Lexi?” My name on his tongue is pure seduction. I sink into him, rolling my hips hard against him. “Do you want more?”
“Yes, oh yes,” I cry out like a prayer. “I want everything.”
He alternates between tracing delightful patterns over my clit with his tongue, to plunging his fingers deep inside of me. The combination of the massages is too much, too intense.
I can feel my body already reacting to him, he’s already pushing me to the edge where I can’t control myself anymore.
My eyes keep wanting to slide closed, but I need to see him.
Every inch of him.
“I need to see you naked,” I groan as my body bucks with desire. “I need you bad.”
But he doesn’t listen to me, he’s far too focused on expertly plunging his fingers inside me, while rubbing his thumb over my most sensitive nub. To be honest, this stops the thoughts from circling through my brain as well. I can’t focus on anything other than the sensations ricocheting through my body.
Fuck, I can feel myself losing it.
I grip on to him tightly so I have something to hold on to, something to connect me to the planet, but it makes no difference. There is no way I can hold myself in check. Josh is just too good…
And then I fall.
I hear myself screaming out his name over and over again as I tumble head first in to the abyss. Fuck, I’m falling and I don’t think it will ever stop. The waves of pleasure hit me hard, like a tsunami, and I am going to drown.
And my God do I want to drown. I want to sink lower into this feeling until it consumes me whole.
He’s amazing, he’s incredible, this feeling is absolutely addictive. I already know I never want it to end. Josh takes advantage of the moment and starts to tear off his own clothing, giving me a real glimpse of how truly gorgeous he is.
While I’m still soaring in the river of my post orgasmic bliss, Josh makes everything even better. He slides deep inside me, filling me up in the most phenomenal way possible. My body molds around him, fitting together perfectly. I wrap my legs tightly around him, driving him in deeper. Every single time he thrusts inside of me feels better than the last. He really does seem to know my body better than I do.
It all feels utterly phenomenal.
I have heard horror stories about thefirsttime. It’s supposed to be awkward and painful, but I don’t feel any of that with Josh. Everything about this is blissful and perfect. Maybe that’s why it doesn’t take long before Josh has me shuddering and screaming with pleasure once more. Only this time, he’s crying out my name as pleasure grips him hard also.
We’re losing our minds together, hard and fast, filling up this room with the echoes of our bodies clapping together, with the sounds of our cries overlapping our overwhelming happiness.
This is the best thing to ever happen to me. The graduation party that I didn’t even know I needed. From the moment I had spotted Josh, I had wantedthis,I had wanted him. And now I don’t want this to end. I didn’t want this to be a one-time thing, I don’t want him to go off to London only to never see me again.
Is it too much to ask that this be the start of our happy ever after? I’ve read plenty of romance novels, watched all the rom coms, so I’m a believer of the picture perfect, happy ending. I really think this could be mine.
It definitely feels like mine right now.
We collapse into one another’s arms on the bed, panting desperately and trying to gather some air. I wrap my arms tightly around him, holding on to him while I can. Because in reality, I know this is just a moment in time, this isn’t the start of my happy ever after. That’s just a childish notion. I’ve only just finished high school, I havejustlost my virginity, I’m about to go and live my grown-up life in LA.
There is nothing childish about me. So I need to let go of childish fantasies.
Instead I cling to this perfect moment for as long as I possibly can.
I embrace it for what it is, because I know I willneverget a chance to be in bed with Josh Macauley again.
ChapterOne
JOSH
Five years later…
Wow.Weird.