Page 30 of Defying Ella
Jared’s arm banded around my waist, holding my ass tight against his rock hard erection.
“You don’t mean that,” he whispered, his breath tickling my ear. “I can’t stop craving you, Els. I need it to stop, and I’m pretty sure you feel the same way.” He kissed down my neck while his fingers drifted lower, teasing but determined. “You wouldn’t have kissed me back — last night or today — if you didn’t feel it too.”
He circled my clit again and my head fell back against his shoulder on a groan.
It had been so long. Maybe I could just…
“We don’t have a condom, Jared.”
“So?” He thrust against my ass, moaning right alongside me.
“You’ve been…” I gritted my teeth as the head of his cock nudged my opening. “You had like a thousand girls on tour,” I forced out on a shaky breath.
“I’m clean.” He nipped my shoulder and my core clenched.
“Why…” I lost my train of thought as he sucked away the sting of his teeth. “Why should I trust you?”
“It doesn’t matter.” He swallowed hard and his handclenched against my stomach. “I haven’t gone bare with anyone before.”
“I’ve got the implant,” I said, forcing my voice to neutral. No spiralling here.
“Thank fuck.”
A deep breath ruffled my hair, and then he pressed a hand to my back, urging me to bend forward. The blunt head of his cock nudged me and then he thrust into me. I gasped. My fingers scrambled for purchase on the slippery hot tub walls while my back bowed. He gripped my hips, holding my writhing body still.
I forgot how well he filled me.
A drowsy pleasure rippled through me with each pulse of his hips and my eyes fell shut. He panted behind me, his hands alternating between gripping me tight and petting my damp skin.
The coil began to wind tight inside of me and any ability to stay still evaded me. I thrust back to meet him and he groaned before loosening his grip on my waist. Then a finger pressed insistently against my clit and my hips jolted. My eyes partially rolled back in my head at the shot of lightning riding along my nerve endings.
My core clenched and Jared lost his last grip on his control.
“Ah fuck, Els. Do that again!”
Brows furrowing, I tried to focus past the building pressure, but I was too far gone, too close to breaking. My name became a breathless chant on his lips. I tried to relish it — me, the person he claimed not to want, reducing him to a mindless shouting mess. His fingers worked faster at my clit, heating my body so much that the biting chill in the air faded into nothing.
My orgasm hit hard and fast, robbing me of my ability to breathe for a couple of seconds. He swore as my wallsclenched around him, pushing him over the edge. His cock jumped, as he followed me over the edge.
He pressed his face into my neck, and his arms wrapped tightly around my waist. He carefully sank back into the hot tub with me. With his cock still fully seated inside of me, he held me tight against his chest, while our lungs fought for air and our pounding hearts settled.
A smile claimed my lips while contented drowsiness washed over me. Maybe we should have fucked it out sooner.
“I needed that.” I sighed.
For a second, he didn’t move, and I continued to drift in my own little blissed out world.
Then he stiffened, and my heart plummeted.
I gritted my teeth while Jared pushed me away. He stumbled to his feet and shot out of the hot tub without a word.
“What are you doing?” My voice hardened as the orgasmic haze faded with him.
Water splashed everywhere but he didn’t stop, didn’t look back. He rushed across the deck with determined yet cautious strides.
He kept padding across the wooden floor, leaving puddles of water in his wake. I dodged them on my tiptoes, miraculously avoiding falling on my ass.
I grabbed his arm and he spun to face me, anger clouding his eyes.
