Page 47 of Mercy
“They didn’t satisfy you?”
“I only fooled around with them, Liam.”
I prop my head up on my hand, my elbow on the mattress, as I stare at her questioningly, “What do you mean?”
She can’t possibly be saying what I think she is.
“I was a virgin before you Liam, I saved myself for you.”
“That’s not possible, you were tight, but you never complained of pain.”
Then I remember finding a few streaks of blood on the sheets. I thought it was from the anal. “God damn it, Mercy.”
I sit up, feeling sick for what I did to her. That was not a fucking first time. That’s not how you lose your fucking virginity.
“Why are you upset?”
“Are you fucking kidding me?” I get up and get dressed.
“Liam, don’t do this, don’t go.”
“I’m so pissed at you, if I stay, I might say something that both of us will regret. I’ll text you when you can see, Ivy.”
She stands in front of me and kneels, “Please, Daddy, please.”
“Mercy, don’t push my buttons.”
She spreads her thighs, places her hands on her legs and stares down at the floor. I’m furious but she’s giving me her submission knowing well what that does to me.
“Look at me.”
When she gazes up at me with pleading eyes, I crumble. “Why are you so angry?”
I pull her off the floor.
“Baby girl, that was not how your first time should have been. It should have been tender and slow. I must have really hurt you. A hard fuck from a man like me is not what you deserve to have in your memories.”
She pulls away from me and starts getting dressed “A man like you?”
“Yes,” I bite, “You deserve better.”
“Liam, I had wanted you since I was sixteen. That night was the best night of my life, it was everything I ever wanted.”
“I told you it wouldn’t happen again. I fucked you in your goddamn ass. Jesus, Mercy. And how could you have wanted me so much at sixteen. I don’t get it. There was nothing special between us back then.”
She rolls her eyes, “Not for you, obviously, you didn’t even remember me. For me, the way you looked at me, the way you were present, always maintaining eye contact. You made me feel special, like I mattered. No one had ever done that for me. Let’s not forget that you are ridiculously hot, when I saw you in a bathing suit, I was done.”
I pull her to the chair and sit down, taking her on my lap, “What made you crawl into my bed?”
She giggles as she runs her fingers across my jaw, “I saw the way you looked at me in the bar. And then when you found me naked in your bathroom, I knew you wanted me.”
“That’s a very brazen thing for a virgin to do.”
“I wanted you so bad, Liam. It was literally all I could think about. Even if I had known it would never happen again, I still would’ve done it. I wanted you, whether it was love, lust, or some crush. I never would have regretted it.”
Sliding my hands into her hair, I pull her lips to mine. My body hums with desire as she slides her tongue into my mouth. She moves to my neck and kisses softly, before trailing her tongue all over.
“Fuck. How does your skin taste so good?”
