Page 58 of Come Find Me
“Kennedy, you have to let it go.”
I tip my head in the faintest nod. If it can even be perceived as that. But once he sees the signal, he’ll believe me. Once we do the first part, he won’t demand the second. He’ll understand.
The house is important.Thisis important.
At school, I can finally log in to my account, ready to send Kennedy an email to apologize for last night. In the stark light of morning, I think about what I must’ve seemed like, showing up at her house unannounced, on the edge of panic, or worse.
I only know that I felt calmer as soon as I saw her, and by the time I left, this felt like a problem we would deal with together, like everything else. That is, if her uncle will ever let me near her again.
But as soon as I log on, I see I’ve already received a note from Kennedy.
8:03a.m.:Joe’s finding someone to check the signal at the college. Stay tuned.
Thestay tunedmakes me grin. Half the time, I can’t decide whether she’s being ironic or serious.
PS—please let me know you receive this. AKA that you made it home last night.
I write back:Got it. Will do. And yes, made it.
PS—thank you
At the end of the day, I log on again and see a string of new messages.
1:22p.m.:Joe says he’s picking me up after school. Says the guy he knows wants to show us something.
But I didn’t see that message earlier, and there’s a follow-up now:
2:12p.m.:Meet me at the campus at 3 if you can. I’ll wait for you in visitor parking.
I look at my watch. It’s already 2:48. I send her a message, hoping she’ll get it, but I’m definitely going to be late:on my way
I race to my car, and I honk at the pickup truck in front of me, sitting in the back of a long line of cars waiting to exit the student parking lot. The two girls rammed into the front seat with some guy turn around, and both of them give me the middle finger through the back panel. I give up, K-turning out of the line of cars, hooking it around the back lot of the school, where I make an illegal exit from the bus lot.
I drive right by the teacher lot on the way out. I’ll deal with the fallout from that later.
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I don’t know the college campus well, but figure I can’t go wrong by following signs for visitor parking. I ease my car into a spot under a giant oak tree in a half-empty lot, trying to figure out if Kennedy got my last message, but she’s nowhere. There are maybe four other cars scattered around the lot, and I don’t know which of these cars belongs to her and Joe.
Looking around, I see that the campus is an expanse of green grass and leafy trees and brick buildings. There do not appear to be any signs directing me.
It’s 3:03 and she’s probably already in there, meeting with some guy, and I’ll have to hear about it secondhand, filtered Kennedy-style.
And then I faintly hear my name in the background, from the direction of one of the brick buildings. Her image comes into focus next—dark hair loose, wearing shorts and a bright blue T-shirt, waving frantically as she races into view from farther down the brick path. “Come on!” she shouts.
She waits until I’ve caught up, then drags me by the hand as she veers onto a paved path, toward a nondescript building up ahead. It’s not until we’re climbing the wide front steps that I see the name of the building carved into the stone above, barely noticeable until you’re already upon it.
Inside, the building feels colder, and empty. The halls are dark, and our steps echo. Kennedy finally lets go of my hand, clearing her throat, as if she just noticed. “The students are on summer break,” she says. “It’s just the researchers. Faculty, postgrads. We’re on the second floor.”
We pass a wall of windows, which look into classroom lab spaces. Behind the glass, there’s a robotic device in a darkened room. In the next, there’s a flat table, a mechanical arm hovering, immobile, over the top. It’s obvious this is a building for engineering, or physics, or something.
My hand shakes when I grip the banister in the stairwell.
I get this feeling that everything’s about to change. I try not to get my hopes up. But I can feel my heartbeat in my palms, down to the soles of my feet.
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Inside room243-A, the first person I see is Kennedy’s uncle—Joe. It’s obvious from the way he frowns at us, hands shoved in the pockets of his jeans, that Kennedy did not tell him I was coming.
