Page 58 of Little Secrets
He softened, and for a moment Kenzie worried that she’d overplayed her hand. She had zero desire to continue their relationship, and she had no intention of actually winning Paul back. Whatever attraction she’d felt toward him had dried up the moment the spittle from his drunk wife’s mouth sprayed her face. What she wanted was for this to end on her terms.
What she wanted was to get paid an amount she deserved.
Paul straightened up, his expression hardening again. “Whatever it is I needed from you, Kenzie, I don’t need it anymore. I’m not trying to hurt you, but there’s nothing I can give you. Now, please. You have to leave.”
She looked up at the side of his huge house, and then around the corner at the driveway where his cars, a Jaguar and a BMW, were parked. “Must be nice, sleeping with girls half your age and then tossing them away when your wife finds out,” she said. “Waving your money in their faces, keeping them interested, treating them like whores.”
“Whatthem?” Paul frowned. “There’s nothem. There was just you, and I never should have—”
“You offered me ten thousand dollars to go away. How do you think that made me feel?”
He looked mortified. “I know, I shouldn’t have said that—”
“I’ll take fifty.”
He blinked. “What?”
“Fifty thousand,” Kenzie said. “And you’ll never hear from me again. After everything you’ve put me through, I think it’s the least you can do. Not to mention everything yourwifeput me through, screaming at me and my roommate in our hallway like a fucking lunatic, likeI’mthe villain. You’re the one who started this, Paul. You’re the one with the family. This is your betrayal, not mine, and you got caught. If your wife hadn’t found out about us, you know what we’d be doing right now? We’d be having sex, Paul, that’s what. So while it’s all well and good that the two of you are working things out, you’re not going to get out of our relationship that easily.”
Paul seemed completely flabbergasted, but after a moment, his confusion turned to self-righteousness. “You’re kidding, right? I’m not paying you fifty—”
Kenzie stomped away from him, through his wet grass and back to the front door. He got to her just in time—her hand right above the doorbell, poised to push—and wrenched her arm back.
“Fine, I’ll pay you,” he hissed. “But get the hell out of here.”
“Cash. Tomorrow. Where do you bank?”
When he told her, she said, “I’ll meet you outside on the corner at exactly nine thirty. If you don’t show, I’m coming back to your house. And I’m going to wait here until your wife comes home. And if your neighbors ask who I am, I’ll tell them. Hell, I’ll show them pictures. I have a ton of photos, Paul, did you know that? I’m one of those bubbleheaded millennials that takes pictures of everything, and I’ve got a whole bunch of you sleeping beside me, naked. Younever noticed, did you? And I’ll post one photo a day on my Facebook and Instagram until I’ve ruined your life the way you’ve ruined mine. You broke my heart, you asshole.”
She turned and stalked off, knowing full well that none of what she said was true. She wasn’t planning to come back, ever. There were no pictures. He hadn’t broken her heart. This would either work or it wouldn’t, and all that was left to do was wait and see if he’d call her bluff.
Paul met her the next morning at exactly nine thirty outside his bank. He thrust a manila envelope into her hands without so much as a hello, refusing to make eye contact.
“Leave me alone now, McKenzie,” he said, and walked away.
Kenzie headed straight home, her heart pounding with exhilaration. When she got back to the apartment, she dumped the cash onto her bed. She counted it quickly the first time, then slowly a second time, savoring the feel of the crisp bills in her hands. Fifty thousand dollars. She had never seen so much money, and it felt amazing.
She called J.R.
“He paid,” she said without preamble when he picked up.
She could picture his grin on the other end. “That’s my girl,” J.R. said. “Don’t spend it all in one place.”
She extracted fifteen thousand for living expenses and her next semester’s tuition, and the rest went to cover her mother’s first year at the Oak Meadows Assisted Living Facility.
Three months later, Kenzie ran into Paul at the Seattle Food Festival, where she was working at the taco truck. His parents lived in Seattle, which must have been why he was in town. His face paled at the sight of her when he stepped up to order, but he paid for six tacos and pretended he didn’t know her. She watched as he walked back to his family, distributing the food.
He never glanced back.
Kenzie lets out a long breath, letting the memory of Paul wash away. She has to focus on Derek now, who’s even richer than Paul, and who also appears to be making things work with his wife, and who didn’t even have the balls to tell her in person that their relationship is over.
If it’s over, so be it. But the negotiations are just starting.
She’s been walking for a while. She’s planning to catch a cab at Broadway, and the closer she gets to the busy street, the smaller the houses get. The creepy sensation of being watched is back. She pulls her phone out and keeps it in her hand, then hears a rustling sound behind her. On high alert, she stops and whips around, but once again, nobody’s there.
But goddamn it, itfeelslike someone is. Her skin feels like it’s crawling from the unwanted visual intrusion. She starts walking again, faster this time.
A voice floats out of the dark. “Hey.”
