Page List

Font Size:

Chapter 17

Is This Love or Lust?

Katie's POV

"I don't want to be alone Dylan." I thought about what went on with Alexander, and how far things could have gone. He was my best friend. I don't know why I've been so emotional lately either. I'm one of the strongest pack members and I'm normally not emotional at all unless it came to my mother and father. A growl escaped as I thought about how pathetic I've been lately. An unintentionally loud growl caused Dylan to back up.

"Is there-" He tried to ask me yet I cut him off. I knew what he was going to say. The hurt in his face said everything I needed to know. He wanted to make sure Alexander didn’t do anything to me.

"No! Sorry I was just thinking about something." I said to him with a half-smile. He walked up to my bed and sat down next to me with a look of what was going on in my head written across his handsome face. "I've just been so pathetic." He cupped my face in his right hand and planted a kiss on my lips to stop me. Fire. It felt like fire burned through my body as we kissed. It's like every worry in the world was gone and that nothing could ever go wrong. I felt him start to pull his lips away and I just pressed mine harder into his. A soft moan broke free from his lips as I kissed him deeply. He kissed me back with a fiery passion as he pushed me back gently onto my pillow. A gasp of shock left my throat as he pulled his lips from mine and stared at me with passion in his eyes. What thoughts filled his head? Why did he have to stop? I pouted at the thought of him not kissing me.

Dylan's POV

I kissed her as I gave in to the urge to make her mine. Fire shot through me. I wanted more but maybe she wanted to go slow? I went to pull away and she pulled me back into a kiss. Oh, fuck Katie. That’s it I won’t hold back; I’ll feel every inch of her body tonight. I’ll fuck her like she’s never been before. I push her against her bed, it’s amazingly soft, softer than any bed I've felt in my life. I put her hands above her and pin her down on top of hers. My dick pressed against my pants begging to be inside her. She's an amazing kisser and I wanted more. I needed more. I quickly switched my hands so that only one held both her wrist and I slid my hand under her baggy black shirt. I kissed her harder and harder then forced my tongue into her mouth. She loved every bit of this and so am I. My hand was halfway up her torso when she stopped me. I pulled my lips away from hers. Had I done something wrong? Did Alexander do something to cause this? My chest tightened as thoughts of her being hurt stampeded through my mind.

"Dylan, I've never done this before. I wanted to wait until marriage." She told me in a stern voice. She was a virgin? A chuckle escaped me. Katie my dear I was going to use and abuse your body in ways you couldn’t dare imagine, more so now that I knew I’d be the one to take your virginity. I roll off her and land next to her on the bed. I don’t want to rush but it's just so tempting.

"Is this ok?" I asked her to try to not push any boundaries she had set. I never want to push her away from me. Ever. She scooted close to me and placed her head on my chest. I could have laid here like this forever with Katie in my arms. I realized she started to fall asleep while I played with her hair and well, I'm still in my dress clothes from her birthday dinner. I sighed and whispered to her

"Katie, let me go to my room." She woke up a little from her drowsiness and tried to keep me in bed, but I pulled away from her protest. She was cute when she was like this.

"Will you come back?" She struggled to stay awake. It was cute how she tried fighting the exhaustion.

"Yes, I'll come back." I smile at her and unlock the door to go across the hall and change. I hurried into my room and changed into my dark blue sweats and a white shirt. Once I was in what could be considered my pajamas I rushed back to Katie's room. This would be new for me; I never sleep in clothes. Yet I knew if I was naked nothing would stop me from fucking her. I walked in, she was sound asleep, but her normally perfect room was a disaster from earlier. I walked over to the books and finished picking them up. I’ll buy her a new bookshelf tomorrow, so she isn’t without one for long. I sighed that the book did have some damage. The Brothers Grimm was the name of it, and I knew Katie loved this book. I pulled out my phone and ordered one with expedited shipping. Once the mess was cleaned, I removed my shirt and went over to the bed. She was sound asleep, maybe I should just leave.

"Dylan." She called for me in her sleep and I couldn't help but smile. I checked the lock to make sure the door was properly locked then climbed back into bed with her. I smiled as she cuddled back up to me as if I never left. It felt amazing having her on my bare skin. I never wanted this to stop. I didn't care even if I wasn’t her mate. No one would have her. I wouldn’t let them. Before long I even gave into the need for sleep.