Before Winslow could say anything else, the front door to the house opened and a pretty brunette rushed outside, smiling and waving.
Eloise. Her blue eyes sparkled, the same color as the cloudless September sky.
“Memphis!” She rushed my way. “You made it.”
“I did,” I breathed, shifting Drake to extend my hand.
Whatever makeup I’d put on two days ago at our hotel in Minnesota had worn off from fatigue and tears. My blond hair was in a sloppy ponytail and my white tee was stained orange at the hem from an energy drink that had exploded on me this morning. I looked nothing like the version of Memphis Ward who’d done a virtual interview with Eloise weeks ago. But this was me. There was no hiding reality.
I was a mess.
Eloise moved right in to my space, ignoring my offered hand to pull me in for a hug.
I tensed. “Sorry, I smell.”
“Not at all.” She laughed. “You met Winn?”
I nodded. “She was kind enough to help me when I got lost.”
“Oh no.” Eloise’s smile dropped
. “Were my directions bad?”
“No.” I waved it off. “I’ve just never driven on a dirt road. I didn’t expect it.”
Up until this trip, I hadn’t driven much at all. Yes, I’d had a car in New York, but I’d also had a driver. Thankfully, I’d spent enough time behind the wheel going to and from the Hamptons to feel comfortable making this journey.
“Can we help you get unpacked?” Winslow asked, pointing toward the loft.
“Oh, that’s okay. I can manage.”
“We’ll help.” Eloise squeezed the trunk’s release button.
The duffel bags and suitcases I’d shoved inside practically jumped out. Yes, all of my belongings fit into my Volvo. But that didn’t mean it hadn’t been a chore to stuff them inside.
She hefted a backpack over her shoulder, then lifted out a suitcase.
“Really, I can do this.” My face flamed red at the sight of my new boss hauling out my things. The bag she carried had my underwear and tampons.
But Eloise ignored me, marching to the garage’s steel staircase.
“Trust me on this one.” Winslow walked to the trunk. “The sooner you just go along with Eloise, the easier your life will be. She’s persistent.”
Like how she’d refused to listen when I’d had to decline the job offer. She’d ordered me to get to Montana, promising we’d have a home once we arrived.
“I’m learning this.” I giggled. It was the first laugh I’d had in . . . well, in a long time.
I held Drake closer, breathing in his baby smell. Standing there, with my feet on the ground, I let myself breathe again. For one heartbeat. Then two. I let the soles of my shoes be warmed by the rocks. I let my heart sink out of my throat and return to my chest.
We made it.
Quincy might not be our forever home. But forevers were for dreamers. And I’d stopped dreaming the day I’d started ranking my worst days. There’d been so many, it had been the only way to keep moving forward. To know that none had been as awful as the first-worst day. To know that if I’d survived that one, I could endure the second and the third and the fourth.
Today marked the fifth.
It had started at a gas station in North Dakota. I’d pulled over last night to get some sleep. Twenty minutes, that’s all I’d wanted. Then I’d planned to get back on the road. Drake had been zonked and I hadn’t wanted to wake him up by hauling him into a seedy hotel.
Napping in the car had been a reckless decision. I’d thought I was safe beneath the parking lot’s bright lights. My eyes hadn’t been closed for more than five minutes when a truck driver had knocked on my window, licking his lips.