Page 19 of Winning Back His Wife
The color drained from her face. Hurt clouded her eyes. “You pretended to be single.”
Her tone and stiff posture put him on the defensive. “Not intentionally.”
She turned toward the window.
“Hey, I’m not the bad guy here.” He lowered his voice. “Don’t forget you’re the one who brought up a divorce.”
“True, but you agreed,” she countered. “And I didn’t move to a new town and act like I was single.”
“I didn’t act that way, either,” he explained.
She stared at her cast with a downtrodden gaze. “Sure you didn’t.”
“I didn’t.” Her reaction surprised him. They’d been separated and hadn’t seen each other for almost a year. Divorce was a mere formality. “What were people supposed to think? I moved to Hood Hamlet alone. I wasn’t wearing a wedding band. No one asked if I’d been married, so I saw no a reason to tell them.”
Sarah had grasped her milk shake so hard she’d put a dent in the cup. “If they had asked?”
Not carrying around the baggage of a failed marriage had helped him move on. He’d never expected anyone, including Sarah, to find out. But by trying to make things easier on himself over this past year, he’d made them harder now. For Sarah, too. “I would have told the truth.”
She bit her lower lip. “No wonder people are talking.”
“Friends were with me when you were in ICU. They had questions.”
She lifted her chin. “What do your friends know about our situation?”
“Not much.”
“Cullen...”
She sounded more annoyed than hurt. But he wouldn’t call that progress. “They know we’ve been separated for almost a year but are together now.”
She drew back with alarm. “Together?”
“For now.”
Her mouth twisted.
“While you recover,” he clarified.
“Well, I hope it won’t take me long to get better so you can make your fresh start in Hood Hamlet and I can get back to Mount Baker.”
At least they agreed on something. “Me, too. Except you can’t rush through your recovery. If you focus on one day at a time, you’ll get to where you’re supposed to be.”
And so would he.
Then they could both get on with their lives separately.
Cullen couldn’t wait for that to happen.
* * *
Sarah couldn’t wait to arrive in Hood Hamlet. The drive had been uncomfortable and painful to her injuries, but also to her heart. She couldn’t change what had happened with Cullen. She could only learn from her mistakes and move forward with her life. That was what she needed to do. He already seemed to have done that. She hated that knowing he’d moved on twisted up her insides.
She stared out the truck’s window. The highway snaked up Mount Hood, giving panoramic views of the tree-covered mountainside. The dark green of the pines contrasted with the cornflower-blue sky. Breathtaking. She couldn’t get Cullen’s image out of her head.
He’d shaved, removing the sexy stubble from his face. But he still looked totally hot, with the strong profile she knew by heart, warm blue eyes fringed by thick dark lashes that danced with laughter and lush lips perfect for kisses.
Had been perfect. Past tense.
A ballad played on the radio. The lyrics spoke of heartbreak and loneliness, two things she was familiar with.
But Sarah knew she and Cullen were better off apart. He’d found the place he belonged—Hood Hamlet. She’d never had that, not even when they’d lived together. Once she finished her postdoc she would keep looking until she found the haven she’d been searching for her whole life.
After a childhood of being shuttled between parents and stepparents as if she were a smelly dog no one wanted, she didn’t need much. Nothing big and fancy, just a place where she belonged and mattered. Where she was loved.
She’d thought she found that with Cullen, but she’d been wrong. After a few months of marriage she’d seen the familiar signs. But she was older and wiser and knew what was going to happen. Only, this time she didn’t have to wait to be shuffled off and abandoned. She could be the one to leave before that happened.
Cullen touched her forearm. “Sarah...”
She jumped. The seat belt kept her in place, but her cast hit the door with a thud.
“You okay?” he asked.
Anxiety rose like the pressure building inside Yellowstone’s Old Faithful. But Sarah couldn’t afford to erupt. She swallowed around the caldera-size lump in her throat. The stronger she appeared, the more in control, the sooner she could return to Bellingham and work. She nodded, afraid her voice might quiver like her insides.
