Trevor was even maybe a little softer and gooier on the inside than Sean, truth be told. His hazel eyes stared at me, and I found myself getting lost in them. Much like the time we’d hooked up – or rather, the time we’d almost hooked up. With his military short haircut and his ripped farmer’s body, he was a true alpha male. He was strong, and so willing to fight for those things he believed in, and those people he loved. He’d proven to me, on more than one occasion, that he was willing to fight for me.
I loved them all, and not like brothers or friends. I loved them in ways that led to fantasies as I laid in bed at night, all alone, dreaming of feeling their hands all over my body like they were now. I bit my lip, closed my eyes and relished the sensations their touches awakened within me. I savored their musky, manly scents, and wished that we could be together, like one, big happy family.
I imagined Chase’s hand moving up my thigh, spreading my legs with Nolan’s help. Both of their fingers ran along the seam of my yoga pants, sending goosebumps marching along my skin. My body responded to the fantasy flitting through my head, a fantasy that ignited the fires of desire flourishing inside of me. I was growing wetter at the thought of them touching me, of doing more with all of them. In my head, I took turns kissing Sean and Trevor. In my fantasy, one of them would kiss my lips, while the other kissed my neck, nibbling gently.
Without meaning to, as my fantasy played out through my mind, like some erotic film, I let out a small groan. My eyes popped open and I felt my cheeks flush when I saw that all four men were staring at me, a look of confusion on their faces. All of their eyes were on me, searching mine, trying to read my mind. God, I was so glad they couldn’t. My cheeks burned and grew warmer from embarrassment, and all I wanted to do was crawl into a hole and disappear.
“Everything okay?” Sean asked me, leaning close enough for me to feel the warmth of his breath on my ear.
I shuddered, gasping at the sensation it sent rushing through. Turning to look at him, I stared at his luscious lips, remembering the way they felt against mine, desiring to feel it once more. I shuddered slightly at the memory of the way he’d tasted. I licked my lips, trying to push the thought from my head as I stared into those beautiful green eyes. I couldn’t afford to let myself get lost in those fantasies again. Or those memories. He smiled back at me, giving me that sweet smile that not many people got to see from him. It softened his otherwise chiseled, hardened features, and for a second, I forgot there were others with us in the bed.
I closed the distance and kissed him, but not on the lips. I pressed my lips to his cheek, inhaling his rugged, manly scent as our faces touched. I closed my eyes and focused on breathing in the scent of him. It was a nice musk, his natural scent. No cologne in the world could smell as good as a man you were in love with.
And yes, I had to admit if only to myself, that I was in love with him.
My mouth hesitated against his cheek, my lips still pressed to his flesh, but I yearned to move closer to his actual lips, to kiss him for real, again. I suddenly became aware of the fingertips on my back, and at first, I assumed they were Sean’s. At least, until he took my face in his massively large hands and stroked my cheeks gently; more tenderly than hands that size should have been able to.
No, the hands on my back belonged to Trevor. He rubbed and kneaded my back, massaging me gently, as I laid there between the two of them. My insides ached to be closer to both of them. I yearned to feel them inside of me. I never got to experience that with Trevor, even though we had come so close, and I’d often wondered what it would have been like. I’d had the same thoughts about all the guys at one point or another though and being between both Sean and Trevor in that moment, feeling their bodies pressed so close to mine, only heightened my arousal, feeding into my most taboo fantasies. Yet I couldn’t deny the power they held over me, or how badly I wanted to make those fantasies a reality, taboo or not.
Arching my back, I pressed my ass into Trevor and gasped at the sensation, feeling my body suddenly tingling. He wasn’t expecting it, obviously, and his erection brushed against me. Feeling the hardness of his length brought out another moan from me. My body felt like it was aflame, as Trevor’s hand moved down the length of my body and the aching need within me only grew stronger, until it settled on my hips. He held me in place, as if trying to prevent us from touching again – except I still felt him against me, and I reveled in how amazing it felt to have his long, thick cock pushing up against my ass.