My own car arrived thirty seconds later. I leaned back against the seat, and stared out the window at the city sliding past.
Friends.
We were going to be friends.
Friends who were very attracted to each other. Friends who'd just admitted wanting to press each other into mattresses. Friends who couldn't be together because our lives didn't allow for it.
This was going to be torture.
My phone buzzed. A text from Harper.
Harper
For what it's worth? That hug almost killed me.
I stared at the message, my chest hurting with want and resignation.
I typed back.
Cam
Me too.
Harper
This is going to be hard, isn't it? Being friends when we both want more?
Cam
Probably the hardest thing I've ever done. And I play professional basketball.
Harper
We're idiots.
Cam
We're idiots who are trying to do the right thing.
Harper
The right thing sucks.
Cam
Completely.
Harper
But I meant what I said. I'd rather have you as a friend than not have you at all.
Cam
Same.
Harper
Okay. So we're doing this. We're being mature adults who respect each other's boundaries.