Page 74 of Beautiful Monster

“I don’t just want you, Alex. I need you.” My voice comes out as a cry, desperate, and he’s quick to answer the call.

He pulls his fingers out of me and shifts so far that I have to let go of him. For a moment I panic that he’s about to stop what we’re doing. Instead, he pulls his boxers down and off as he walks over to the side table drawer for a condom.

My heart beats even faster. This is happening, and it almost seems too impossible to be real. In a rush, I pull my shirt off and shimmy out of my underwear, so that I’m lying completely naked in Alexander’s bed.

Positioning himself between my legs, I watch as he puts the condom on, his eyes staying on my face the whole time. There’s a new hunger in his stare that I could drown in.

As he rests his weight on my body, he kisses me softly. I feel the tip of his cock positioned at the entrance of my core, and I wrap my arms and legs around him, drawing him as close as I can.

“Are you sure?” he asks one last time.

I nod.

“Words, Sunny,” he says more deeply.

Holding his cheeks in my hands, I love how important my consent is to him. How deeply he cares about me. How much he wants to ensure my comfort and safety. It’s enough to have tears springing to my eyes.

“I’m sure, Alexander Caldwell. I’ve never been more sure of anything.”

This makes him smile, even through the pained conflict in his eyes. Then, he leans his forehead against mine and exhales a long, heavy breath.

“This feels like my first time, too.”

I’m practically giddy as I bite back another foolish grin. Then, I bring his lips to mine and let him savor the kiss for a moment, before we take things any further. But we’re both so full of need and arousal that the moment does not last long. Keeping his lips on mine, he presses his cock against me, and I feel it slide through my pooling arousal, stopping after an inch when he meets resistance. “Stay with me, rain cloud. This part might hurt.”

I take a deep breath in and keep my eyes on his face, using his steady stare as the anchor through the pain. In a quick motion, he thrusts, past the feeling of something popping, and I let out a small scream. It feels so tight the skin burns, but on the inside, it’s like he’s reached a new but different level of pleasure. I am consumed, knowing his touch everywhere on my body and never wanting to let it go.

I’m breathing heavily, clutching onto him with every one of my limbs. The pain slowly subsides as my body adjusts to him. Then, the pain is replaced with desire.

“Are you okay?” he asks, dropping his forehead to mine and keeping his hips still as he presses himself as far into my body as it will go.

I nod, tilting my hips up to accommodate him. Slowly, he backs out and thrusts in again.

“Oh my god,” he groans.

When he does it again and again, these slow but powerful and deliberate thrusts, I am breathless and lost in this new lust.

“Are you okay?” he asks between breaths.

I nod. “I’m okay.”

“You feel so good, Sun. God, you feel so good.”

The idea that my body brings him pleasure sends a spark of something intense down my spine. I tilt my hips some more and let the force of his cock inside me bring me to a new plane of bliss.

His eyes squeeze shut with every pumping motion, and I never want his body to leave mine. I could explore this new feeling for hours. As he slams into me harder and harder, gripping my hair in his hands as he places a kiss on my forehead, I know neither of us will last long. I’m already lost in this new deep pleasure spreading through my body.

“Don’t stop,” I gasp, reaching up for his kiss again. My fingers claw at his back, feeling the sheen of sweat there as he picks up speed.

“Does it feel good?” he grunts.

“Yes! Please don’t stop.”

Hovering above me, he puts space between our bodies so he can gaze down between them and stare at the place where his cock is buried in my pussy. Then, he reaches a hand down and fiercely strokes my clit.

I cry out as I’m assaulted with pleasure.

“I need to feel you come first, baby.”