Page 133 of Infernal Bonds

His lips skimmed across the delicate skin of my balls, then his tongue swept behind them, making me gasp. His hands gripped my inner thighs, angling me back, exposing everything to him.

“This okay?” His eyes met mine again.

I nodded frantically, unable to form words anymore.

His grip tightened when I jerked as he swiped his tongue over my hole. He repeated the move several more times, his barbell catching on my rim on the last swipe before he rose to his knees.

I almost melted into the bed when a large grin spread across his face.

“You look surprised.”

“Well, um… yeah?” I looked down and then back up at him. “You licked it.”

He laughed. “I did.”

“Didn’t it taste gross?”

“Nah. Tasted like skin.” He caged my hips with his arms as he leaned down to whisper, “Tasted like you.”

I didn’t know what to say.

I didn’t know how to give him what he deserved.

He had all the experience, while I had none.

Even if his experience only extended to women, he still understood the basics of a blow job and handling a naked body.

“What’s wrong?” He crawled up the bed beside me, resting his hand against my stomach, inches above where I wanted him to touch me.

I closed my eyes and rested my head against the pillow, breathing in his cologne. “I don’t want to disappoint you.”

“The fuck? What makes you think you are?”

“I don’t know what I’m doing.”

“So?”

“So I’m just lying here like a limp noodle.”

“I wouldn’t say that.”

I tilted my head to peer up at him. “What do you mean?”

“Your body acts on instinct.” He took my shaft in his hand and gave it two slow strokes, then stopped. I whined and pushed up into his hand, forcing another stroke that made him smirk. “See?”

“Please don’t stop touching me,” I murmured, too turned on to care how needy I sounded.

“You want to come?”

My voice shook as I whispered, “Yes.”

He leaned over me and pulled open his nightstand drawer, grabbing a bottle of clear liquid. Lube, I realized.

Did that mean he wanted to go all the way?

I glanced at the phone. At some point, one of us kicked it off the bed. I didn’t even know if it was still connected.

Did I want Rae to hear my first time?