Page 210 of Everdoll

That was it. This was the look I’d been waiting for. Boring love words never moved me, but those pleading eyes made me feel alive. I’d thought I’d healed every unhealthy belief I’d carried from childhood, but this one didn’t move an inch. I could never quite believe someone loved me unless they were willing to lose their mind over me, to become consumed by their obsession with me.

Though, now that I thought about it, I’d never had that thought with anyone but Remi. Maybe that was something that belonged only to him.

“You have to show them that their words mean nothing unless you let them.” When I bound his eyes with the other cloth, he squirmed a little but didn’t resist. Blindfolded, his face looked so worshipable.

“You have to condemn them to a world of darkness without you.”

He murmured something, “No… Mina…”, yet he couldn’t speak properly. Had I tied it too tight? I didn’t really care, my touch wandered around the stiff fabric and the silver cuffs.

“I think you and Remi have a lot in common, Commander.” My fingers trailed down to his black trousers. When I felt his erection directly, I swallowed. As I began to stroke it through the fabric, he was already turning his head side to side.

But he could do nothing. Unlike me, he was truly helpless.

When I unzipped his trousers, he was already semi-erect, heavy and warm beneath my touch. I traced a finger down the thick vein lining his shaft. His entire body trembled, muffled sounds straining against the rope gagging his mouth.

As I finally reached up and loosened the knot, he gasped for air.

“Please… open my eyes. I want to see you, I—”

“No,” I cut him off softly. “This is your punishment. The price for underestimating me.”

“Punishment…?”

His cock twitched against my fingers, my eyes widened before my palm closed fully around him, stroking upward.

Raymond gasped sharply.

“Yes, punishment,” I whispered, my fingers moved up and down, pausing at the tip for a moment, then teasing it slowly. As his cock grew bigger and harder under my touch, my chest heaved. He was so overwhelmed he could barely hold himself together.

And I was no better than him.

I gave a light, stingy slap against the tip. His thighs shuddered. He was sensitive, and I wanted to tease him more.

“If you don’t want the gag back in your mouth, control your body.”

“I… “

“And you can’t speak to me without my permission.”

His breathing grew shallow and rapid, those broad shoulders heaving against the ropes, the fabric pulling tight across his chest.

Almost tight enough to tear.

“Do you ruin a person… like this?”

“You tell me…” I rose to his level even though he couldn’t see. My hands was still caressing his cock. “Have I ruined you?”

When I bent down and licked the tip, another muffled moan escaped his lips.

“What did I tell you? Control yourself.”

“Mina, please, please, my love… let’s end this. Open my eyes, hm?”

I almost laughed, but I held myself. “No way, Commander. We’re just starting.”

“But… I… I want to see you. This is so… boring.”

“Boring?” I squeezed his cock in my palm, he reacted again. “I’m teaching you something here, and you find it boring?”