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“You’re early.”

“Six minutes.”

“Sit down.”

She sat. The man from the yard set her boxes on the counter one at a time, slower than he’d crossed the yard, on the clear theory that whatever happened at this table was going to be worth hearing.

“Long drive,” John said.

“Two days.”

“You’ll want coffee, then, and I’ll tell you now the coffee in this house is the one thing I’m particular about.” He pushed the pot an inch toward her across the table, which she took for the welcome it was, and she poured, and he waited till she’d had a mouthful before he went on. “I’ll tell you how this house runs, so you know, and then you’ll run it however you run it, and if it works I won’t say a word. Breakfast’s at six because the men are gone by ten-thirty. The children eat when they’re up. My daughter-in-law eats when she can keep it down, and she’ll tell you she’s fine, and she’s not to lift anything heavier than that coffee pot. Helen’s run this kitchen fifteen years and she’s left you her lists, and you’ll find them a good deal more use than me. The garden’s mine, and I’m particular about that too. The children have a father and a mother and you’re not their nanny, and if you find yourself being one anyway, and you will, you tell me and I’ll have a word with Dean. The rest of them are grown, and old enough to feed themselves if they miss the table, which they will, and you’re not to chase them.” He turned his cup a quarter turn on the table. “My room’s the one downstairs. That’s the house. It’s not complicated.”

“Yes, sir.”

He waited. So did the man at the counter.

“That’s it?” John said. “Helen argued with me for a week.”

“Yes.” She got her notebook out of her bag and wrote six and underlined it, and smiled at him, because she meant it. “I’ve kept house for exactly nobody in my life, Mr. Royston. I’ve kept a race team out of the newspapers for six years, which is close, but I’ve got no way of doing things to argue for. You tell me where Helen keeps the pans and I’ll leave them there.”

Something happened at the corner of his mouth and was put away.

“Kitchen’s through there. Pantry’s behind it. She keeps a list on the inside of the door and God help you if you buy the wrong coffee.”

“What’s the right coffee?”

“It’s on the list.”

“Then I’ll buy it.”

He looked at her a while longer, and she looked back and smiled, and for once she didn’t have to force herself to do it.

From the doorway to the hall a woman said, “Oh, I like her,” and Sunny turned. Light brown hair up in a twist, a T-shirt and jeans and bare feet, and a hand resting on the front of her the way women did at five months, without knowing they did it. There was a dimple when she smiled, and she was smiling.

“Lara,” the woman said. “We talked on the phone. Don’t stand up, he’ll think you’re scared of him, and then he’ll like it. You’ve met Brody.”

Sunny looked at the man leaning on the counter, and back at Lara. “If that’s Brody, then I’ve met him. He carried my boxes in. He’s a very helpful ranch hand.”

Lara laughed out loud, one bright bark of it that Sunny felt in her own chest. Brody said, “I am helpful,” to nobody in particular, and John said, “Brody, that tractor’s been in pieces since Tuesday,” without looking at him, and the man pushed off the counter and went out.

The screen door slapped. Sunny looked at the door he’d gone through, and then at Lara, who was waiting for it.

“Royston,” Sunny said.

“Brody Royston. My brother-in-law,” Lara said. “The second one. The traveled one.” She came in and sat down. “Sit with me a minute before he puts you to work. Remi’s out the door by six and back after dark, and she can’t cook any better than her brothers, so since Helen left I’ve been the only woman in this house between breakfast and supper, and I have things to say that nobody in it will listen to.”

Helen’s list on the inside of the pantry door ran to two pages in a big square hand, and Sunny read all of it standing up and fell a little in love with a woman she’d never met. Somebody had run this house the way Sunny ran the team’s socials on a race weekend, which was on lists and out loud, and had left the lists behind for whoever came after, and that was the kindest thing anyone had done for her in a month.

She’d never run a kitchen in her life, so she ran it the only way she knew how to run anything, one step at a time. Count what’s here. Count what’s needed. Find out who eats what and who won’t say. She had the pantry photographed and the freezer organized and a chart on the wall by the phone by the time the clock said eleven, and Lara had come and gone twice, and the second time had stood in the doorway a full minute and said nothing, in a tone.

“What?”

“Helen’s going to hate that chart.”

“Helen’s not here.”

“No,” Lara said, delighted. “She isn’t. Keep it up there till she is, I want to see her face.” And she went away.