“He can?” I quietly ask as I register what he actually just said.
“Yes,” Arwan confirms, relaxing his grip. “He just has to stay in control and keep his wolf from taking over and trying to mate you. I will help with that.”
Godric’s chest is heaving now, but he’s watching me as Arwan explains everything.
Godric should have been the one to tell me all of that.
“Will it hurt him?” I ask.
I want it to.
He has left me in the dark this whole time, watched me build nests in his bed, and only allowed my heat to grow to dangerous levels, and all for what?
He could have done more.
“It’ll be agony,” Godric confirms.
Good.
I spread my legs in invitation. “Then fuck me and fix this.”
He’s the reason I have to deal with his stupid shifter heat.
Arwan chuckles, then seems to be unable to resist himself and licks the ridge of my ear. “I’ll make you feel good while he does, if you want.”
Godric’s jealousy is bright in his eyes, but he doesn’t tell Arwan to fuck off like I imagine he wants to.
I nod.
Maybe I’m being a brat. I don’t care.
Godric peels away his pants as Arwan toys with my nipple with one hand, then the other spreads my folds. He teases his tongue over my pulse before he taunts the pack master. “Here, Alpha. Give our little queen what she wants.”
Raw desire is sharp in his eyes as Godric curls his fingers under me, then props me up as he nudges his massive cock at my entrance.
I glance down, but I don’t see the formation of a knot Arwan had warned me about.
But everything else is huge. I swallow past the lump in my throat as I take in the bulbous head and the thick veins throbbing down his huge length.
“That’s not going to fit,” I complain. Godric nudges again while Arwan swirls his fingers over my swollen clit.
“Just relax,” Godric says. His voice is low but soft. He brands his molten touch on my thigh, then draws his thumb in gentle circles. “Breathe out for me, little moon.”
I take a deep breath in, and when I exhale, Godric slides in more than I thought he could have. My walls expand as he moves, stretching to accommodate his girth.
“Oh,” I gasp on a loose breath as Arwan continues his attention on my nipple and my clit.
“Such a good girl,” Arwan praises in my ear, making my body tremble. “Breathe again.”
Both of them guide me as Godric slowly enters me, inch by inch.
Breath by breath.
On my fifth exhale, I feel like I’m going to split in two. I whimper as the Alpha enters me a little more, and he’s only halfway.
“That’s all I can take,” I pant.
“For now,” Arwan agrees, and I lean my head back on his chest as sweat breaks out on my brow. He keeps rolling his slow circles over me. “Now he’s going to fuck you until you come for us.”