Page 33 of Play Room Actor

“Or like this?”

He pressed his lips roughly against mine, stealing a passionate kiss. When he pulled back, I gasped for air.

“Or did he maybe even stick his tongue in your mouth?” he asked in a gravelly voice, his gaze piercing me to my core. “I couldn’t tell from here.”

My heart raced, and without thinking, my mouth parted. I had stopped breathing as I looked at Kilian, expecting something. His lower eyelids twitched, and his eyes sparkled ominously. When he pressed his lips to mine again and plundered my mouth with his tongue, a sigh escaped me, and my knees went weak. I gripped the edge of the table to keep myself steady as Kilian continued to wrap his fingers around my throat and pressed his chest against mine.

Up until that moment, I had been completely at his mercy, but little by little, Kilian stirred something inside me. Desire, greed, and insatiability. My vices, which I had once indulged in at countless parties with excessive drug use and sex. They were part of a different version of myself, one I thought I had left behind when I escaped that scene and went through rehab a few months ago—or at least I had believed I left them behind. But Kilian brought that beast inside me back to life.

Why?

Shit! I knew this guy was nothing but trouble.

Now it was too late. I couldn’t hold back anymore.

I let my hands slide over his waist, up his back, and traced his muscles through the black shirt. A hint of lavender, tinged with lemon, mixed with his more rugged scent.

As I fiddled with his belt, he drew his lips away from mine and gazed at me with a greedy smile. “What's that going to be?”

“Let me try something,” I answered breathlessly.

“You can feel desire,” I heard Dr. Bachmann saying in the back of my head. “One doesn't have to exclude the other.”

I thrust Kilian across the small room so that his back was against the wall, then sank to my knees in front of him and unzipped his pants.

“Oh baby, what did you do to Dominic?”

“Shut up,” I said, removing his pants and trousers as I stared at his half-hard penis.

Kilian stroked my head tenderly. “Do you like what you see?” he asked, lifting up his shirt and showing me his beautiful flat stomach with an exquisite V-line.

I actually liked what I saw a lot. The guy clearly went to the gym. I hadn't thought about it, given his slim build, but seeing him like that … I slid a hand over his groin and up his stomach, relishing his flawless skin. He was shaved and his penis was also impressive.

I don't know how many penises I’ve seen, but his was impressive. When I wrapped my hand around it and slowly jerked it, it rose to its full size.

“Oh shit, baby, just like that.”

Kilian laid his head back against the wall and pushed his pelvis further forward. Seeing him like that, in the dim light of the barely lit control room, gave me an arousal I hadn’t felt in a long time. My cock didn’t twitch at all, but my whole body was hungry for more.

I kneaded his balls and jerked him faster and faster until Kilian seized his penis and pulled my head toward it.

“Open your mouth, babe,” he demanded.

I obeyed and pushed my tongue forward a little to receive his penis.

“Oh fuck,” he moaned as he pushed himself into me and took my head between his hands.

I held onto his hips with both hands and took Kilian as deep into me as I could.

God, it had been a long time since I had given someone a blowjob. I couldn’t get enough of him. With each thrust, he pushed his cock deeper into my throat until it was buried to the base. I moaned as I successfully suppressed the gag reflex by keeping my tongue flat and trying to breathe evenly—something I had learned during the parties.

Kilian picked up the pace and fucked my mouth faster and faster. I was getting hot. As the heat gathered in my center, I could feel it not reaching my penis. It didn’t stay completely flaccid, but I didn’t have to touch it to know that it wasn’t even half hard.

I felt more aroused than I had in a long time, felt a desire that almost drove me crazy.

“Oh yes, babe, just like that,” Kilian moaned, bending slightly over me. “Oh shit! I’m coming! Fuck!”

His muscles stiffened and his breath caught. Leaning forward, he supported himself with both hands on my shoulders and came in several spurts, letting out a loud groan.