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I walk slowly, taking everything in. Shelves, if I can call them that, are carved into natural stone ledges along one wall. Bundles of dried plants hang from roots and thin wooden pegs: yarrow, cedar, nettle, sweetgrass, mugwort, Labrador tea—of course—and a dozen others I recognize by shape or scent. Some are tied with strips of bark, some are placed in shallow stone bowls.

Mushrooms are dried in careful rows, nuts are stored in hollowed pieces of wood, and dark berries are crushed into something like paste and sealed under waxy leaves. Near the herbs, there’s an actual row of glass jars—glass jars—full of dried berries, seeds, and things that look suspiciously like tea leaves.

I stare at it for a long moment, then laugh softly. “Oh, my god. You have an actual pantry.”

A whole ancient cryptid pantry, organized better than my kitchen. The image of Onyx—huge, ancient, and terrifying—carefully arranging jars in his den should not be this endearing. It absolutely is.

Everywhere I look, another small thing captures the essence of him in ways I didn’t expect. The practical streak. The instinct to make a nest but also a practical place. The strange mix of ancient creature and quiet domestic habits.

It’s all so… him.

I step along the wall slowly, arms wrapped loosely around myself, as I see more drawings. Some are rough, almost violent, scored hard into stone; others are delicate. Then I look closer and find something new between the old… Me.

It’s not a perfect portrait. It’s simple, etched with dark lines and softened with what looks like charcoal. A man crouched beside tracks near a porch foundation, one hand touching the ground. Red hair marked with a faint smear of mineral pigment. Freckles dotted across the face with tiny, careful points.

Ember-marks.

I stare until my eyes burn. He drew me. Not as prey or some claimed thing dragged into legend; he drew me reading the earth. The tenderness of that hits harder than waking up alone did.

The bond gives a sudden warm pulse, then, stronger than it’s been since I woke. I turn toward the den entrance when I feel that old, deep awareness moving through the connection between us.

Onyx steps through the entrance in his full form, and the sight of him still steals my breath. No amount of familiarity makes the first second I lay eyes on him any less stunning. He fills the opening entirely; he’s huge and completely right inside the den. The space itself is shaped to accommodate every impossible inch of him.

The bond hums to life with a sharpness that feels like someone plucked a string through my ribs.

Want rolls through it from him first—stunned and deep, followed by concern, relief, and that possessive warmth I’m starting to recognize even before it has words around it. He sees me standing there, naked in his den, and the force of his attention nearly knocks the breath out of me.

Heat rushes up my neck; the acute awareness of being looked at by a creature who last night took me apart so thoroughly I’m still finding evidence of it on my skin.

“Good mornin’,” I say, because I’m committed to greeting impossible situations like they’re mildly awkward breakfast meetings.

Better morning now.

The words slide through my skull like warm smoke, and I have to close my eyes for half a second. It shouldn’t be this easy to miss him after he was gone for maybe an hour. It shouldn’t feel this good just to have his attention back on me.

Then his whole body gives that faint shimmering shift I’ve gotten used to watching, the true shape folding inward, antlers, bone, and impossible angles softening and shrinking until Onyx stands in his human form just inside the entrance. Dark hair over his shoulders, blue eyes on me.

…and carrying fruits partially wrapped in leaves and a skin of water slung over one wrist.

Breakfast.

The realization does something stupid to me. “You got me breakfast.”

He looks at the tray, then back at me, as if it should be obvious. Mate needs food after sealing. Sweet fruit. Water from a clean spring. No old dead chicken from cold box.

I press my lips together, and my eyes sting because, of course, he had to ruin the tenderness by insulting my leftovers. “You’re never lettin’ the chicken thing go, are you?”

Too long dead.

“It was one day old.”

Dead one day too long.

That makes me laugh outright, and the sound clearly pleases him because the low satisfaction in the bond deepens immediately.

He steps closer and sets the water down first, then opens the folded leaves to show blackberries, wild strawberries, slices of pawpaw, and something pale gold I recognize after a second as honeycomb.

I stare at it, touched in a way that feels almost dangerous. “You did all this while I slept?”


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