Page 96 of Never Never

She obeys. Sits on the edge of my mattress. “And?”

Jesus. “And what?” I take a step closer, the angles reversed, me over her.

“And what do you want, Blue?”

I breathe out hard.

There’s not much I don’t like. Try anything once, anyone once. Novelty, if I were to sum it up in a single word. But also routine. Control.

Now, though…

I want to lose myself in you.

But I don’t say that out loud.

“Hands and knees.”

I barely let her get in position before I’m ripping those panties off, smoothing my thumbs over the crests of hips, the plush curve of her ass, before I push off my jeans and kneel behind her.

“Blue—”

I fit the head of my cock to her entrance and push. Barely an inch, and I’m dizzy.

“Blue—”

I’m silent, wordless, so I can hear every little gasp she lets out, the slick sounds of how I can slide in and stretch her, the smack of skin on skin when I hook her at the hips and push her down, flatter, so I can take her as deep as I need.

“That’s it,” I say. “That’s it⁠—”

A soft sound comes from the mattress. A laugh.

“Sorry, I—anh—” Her apology bleeds out on a mewl as I find a nipple and twist. “Just…you sound like your video…”

I smirk, in spite of myself. Slide in deeper and lean over her a bit. “You want the headphones back?”

“No. No, I⁠—”

Whatever word was next melts into nothing as I press all the way in.

“Just…” she pants. “Can you moan for me, Blue?”

Fucking can I. “Yes.”

And I do, moaning as I take her, growling, feral as I palm the flesh of her ass and fuck her in a deep, desperate, staccato.

She doesn’t go quiet, either.

“This what you thought about?” she murmurs. “Me?”

“Yes.” God, yes. I’m a hedonist to my core, will take pleasure in any form. But this is different. She’s different. More. “Constantly.”

“Really?”

“To the point”—I grip her harder, tightening my control as she rolls her hips along my shaft, little fucking tease—“that it’s distracting.”

“Mm.” Again, she rolls her hips, and I moan. “You don’t say.”

“For all of us.” I think of the other day. Kit, eyes wide and mouth open. White-knuckling that stool like he was going to bust in his jeans.