Page 50 of In Darkness We Claim

She tries to shake her head again, but my hold on her throat inhibits her. I’m not restricting her air, just holding her in place, so I can watch the way her eyes widen and blaze at my words. They may scare her, but I can see how turned-on she is.

“I’m not on any birth control,” she says, as if it matters.

I slide my thumb over her pulse point, loving the feel of her heart racing beneath her silky skin, as I lazily drag my dick through her slick folds once more. “I’ll make sure you get the morning-after pill tomorrow, and then we can sort out a more permanent option.”

She pauses for a second, contemplating my suggestion, but she clearly hasn’t realised it’s not optional. This is what’s going to happen, and she has no say in it. I’m going to fuck her bare, fill her with my cum, and she’s going to thank me for it afterwards.

“Okay.” She sounds almost defeated, but I don’t really care. We both knew we’d be doing things my way, and only my way.

“Good girl.”

She bites her lip in an attempt to hide the way she smiles at my praise, but I see it. I shuffle between her legs, spreading them as wide as I can, making it clear I’m not waiting anymore.

As I slowly press the tip against her entrance, Harper reaches up and places her hand on my stomach, as if she’s trying to hold me back. “Are you sure it won’t…hurt?”

Her voice is barely above a whisper, and her wide, beautiful blue eyes make her seem so vulnerable. I’m not used to caring about the person I’m fucking. Usually, as long as they have an orgasm before me, I don’t give a shit about anything else. Sure, I want to make sure it’s good for them, but that’s it. Hell, under most circumstances, I don’t even know their fucking name. So this is all new to me.

Removing my hand from her throat, I gently run my fingers over her forehead, sweeping a strand of hair off her face before tucking it behind her ear, then cupping her cheek with my palm. “It probably will hurt, but only for a bit.”

I can’t lie to her, and I can’t make her pain go away. But I sure as fuck am not going to tell her that I don’t want to make it go away. I want to watch as I steal the last of her innocence, knowing I’m the one who will turn her pain into pleasure.

She looks like she’s about to say something more, but I can’t wait any longer. I press the tip of my cock against her entrance, groaning when her tight walls envelope me as I slowly push into her. I’ve barely gotten the head in and she tenses around me, holding her breath.

“Relax, Harper. It will hurt way less if you do,” I tell her, and she nods in response as she pulls in a ragged breath.

I press in more, biting the inside of my cheek to try to prevent myself from coming too soon. Her walls clamp so tightly around me that I can barely push inside her, and every bit I slide in chokes more of my cock.

I want to just slam in until I’m balls deep—ripping off the plaster, as some would call it—but I promised Harper I’d be gentle, and a Crow always sticks to their word. Well, I do.

When it’s clear she’s not relaxing like I’ve told her to, making it nearly impossible for me to get any further in, I reach between our bodies until I find her clit. I gently slide my thumb over her sensitive nub before rubbing slow circles around it until Harper lets out a soft moan.

Her body sags the way I knew it would, and she arches into my touch, allowing a little more of my cock to slide inside. She lets out soft whimpers as I continue stroking her clit, and once she’s relaxed enough, I press in harder this time.

I’m going slow enough to feel the moment my dick meets the resistance of her hymen, and I know there’s no easy way for me to do this. As I press down hard on her clit, making her moan, I slam the rest of my cock into her pussy, tearing her hymen as I sink all the way in.

Harper’s soft moan turns into a cry of pain, and her whole body tenses up as she stares at me with wide eyes that are filled with tears. I keep my dick buried deep in her pussy, not moving at all as I allow her the time she needs to adjust to the feel of me stretching her wide.

“Shush, it’s okay, sweetheart. It will feel better in a minute,” I tell her as I press a soft kiss against her cheek, making sure to keep circling her clit as the perfect distraction.

“It stings, and I feel so full. It’s like you’re tearing me in half,” she whimpers, tears rolling down her cheeks.

I reach up and wipe them away, pressing kisses along her cheek where they were, loving the salty taste on my tongue. This will not be the last time I make her cry.

I press down harder on her clit as I pull her nipple into my mouth, hoping they’ll both help to distract her. As I move to the other nipple, nibbling and grazing it with my teeth, she gently begins to rock her hips, testing the waters to see what it will feel like if I move.

I can’t fucking wait; her tight cunt is choking the life out of my cock, and if I don’t move soon, I’m going to come just from this.

“Is it feeling better?” I ask, praying to anyone who will fucking listen that she says yes.

“It’s still stretching me really badly, but I don’t think it’s hurting as much,” she whispers, her pelvis moving rhythmically against mine, as I softly wipe away the remaining tears.

I can’t keep the arrogant smirk off my face as I say, “I have a big cock, that’s why you feel like I’m ripping you open.”

She lets out a soft laugh as she rolls her watery eyes at me, my heart racing in a way I never expected at the sound. I push that thought away as soon as Harper says, “I think you can try moving a little.”

With a nod, I pull back slowly, watching as each inch appears from deep inside her. I almost come right there when I see blood smeared over my cock—proof that I took the innocence she was saving for another man.

I stop when only the tip remains inside, watching the rise and fall of Harper’s chest as she reacts to my touch. This time when I push back in, I don’t go slow. I don’t slam in hard and deep like I desperately want to, but I’m certainly not soft or gentle as I push into her waiting pussy, feeling her hot, wet walls wrap around me as I sink into her.