"You didn't tell me last night."
"No." He hits the staple. "I'm telling you now."
He hasn't asked me to stay. He's asked me to go to an interview. I pull the wire tight for him. He staples it. Across the yard Nadia is watching us from the paddock rail, and I look back at the wire.
"I'll go."
"Good."
That's all he says. But he keeps his hand on the post a moment after he's done, the way he kept his hand on the scoop.
I turn down the timber steps into the dark, climb into my truck, and drive down the mountain to Mabel's.
Tomorrow has to be clean.
The Angel's Peak Medical Clinic sits on Main Street between the hardware store and Mountain Brew. A bell rings over the door. The waiting room has six chairs, a rack of pamphlets, and a coffee can on the counter that says Puppy Fund in marker.
Dr. Tess Carrington comes around the reception counter in navy scrubs, her dark hair clipped back. Dr. Cole Blake leans in the doorway behind her with a chart tucked under his arm.
"Major Hale." Tess extends her hand, her grip firm. "Thank you for coming down. When Wyatt told Cole an Air Force CCATT nurse was staying up on the ridge, I told him to stop making up ghost stories."
"Wyatt exaggerates the weather." I take her hand, returning the steady pressure. "Not the medicine."
"He didn't exaggerate about Danny's femur or your closure on Chief." Cole steps forward, nodding in greeting. "Finding an experienced trauma nurse in a high-country town is nearly impossible. The Denver agencies won't even return our calls for rural placement."
"Our head nurse retires at the end of April after thirty years." Tess turns toward the hallway, her face open with genuine relief. "We've been staring at an empty May schedule, terrified we'd be running this bay shorthanded. When Cole called Jason yesterday to ask if you'd consider looking at us, we couldn't believe our luck. Come see the bay."
Two beds. A crash cart. Oxygen, suction, a monitor with a cracked bezel that still reads clean. A portable x-ray unit sits against the far wall.
"We don't see shrapnel or blast patterns here." Tess stops between the beds, resting a hand on the crash cart. "What we get is high-speed impact. Skiers hitting spruce trees at forty miles an hour. Snowmobiles rolling into ravines, hikers taking thirty-foot falls off the ridge, and car wrecks when the pass turns to black ice."
"The trauma pathology isn't that much different from what you treated downrange." Cole steps up to the foot of the second bed, tapping the monitor bezel. "Crushed bones, chest trauma, torn arteries, and hypothermia. The physiology is identical. The difference is the room."
"A warm room." I set my hand on the steel rail of the nearest bed. Cool metal. Solid. "With the lights on, and the floor staying where you put it."
"And no flight deck." Tess watches my face with the steady focus of a surgeon who understands what the job costs. "Just ground trauma. We need someone who doesn't panic when an intake rolls through that door."
"The posting is yours if you want it." Cole sets his clipboard on the counter. "May first. Patching up loggers, ranchers, and tourists. Say the word and I'll pull the listing today."
"I want to see the supply room."
Tess smiles at that. It's the first move she respects.
She walks me back. Shelves, labeled. Sutures by gauge. Chest seals. Two units of O-neg in a small fridge with a thermometer taped to the door. I count the shelves without meaning to. Eleven.
"You're standing like you've got a bad knee." Tess keeps her eyes on the shelf, not on me. "Right side."
"Medical board reached the same conclusion."
"Cleared for this?"
The envelope is in my glovebox. It's been there since the day I drove up. I've held a bleed shut at thirty thousand feet with steadier hands than I have every time I reach past it for the truck registration.
"There's a letter. I haven't opened it."
"Well." Tess turns to face me, her gaze steady and direct. "You'll want to. Not for my sake. Nobody here's going to make you haul a stretcher up three flights of stairs."
"It isn't the letter."