Maren stays on the platform with Juno. She doesn't use her voice. She uses the flat palm, the index finger, the heel sweep. Juno mutinies twice, scanning the rafters when the wind whistles too loud, but Maren waits. She keeps her hand still, her wrist locked, her body aligned until the Malinois settles.
During the noon break, they crowd into the tack room. The smell of wet wool, coffee, and steam off the radiators fills the small room. Maren sits by the wood stove, her hands wrapped around a mug of black coffee Eleanor left for them.
"You were in Germany?" Brody leans back against the radiator.
"Landstuhl." Maren wraps her hands tighter around the mug. "Three years. CCATT."
"I did a rotation through there after Fallujah." Nadia looks up from slicing an apple with a pocket knife. "You probably flew out some of my guys."
"Any critical patient was likely on my flight." Maren's thumb traces the rim of her mug.
"The engine noise." Brody stares at the steam rising off his boots. "It vibrates right through the deck. How did you check their lungs in that?"
"You don't." Maren's eyes catch his. "You just watch the monitors. The numbers are the only thing that doesn't lie."
"I was flat on my back for the flight out of Bagram." Danny sits on a crate of dry dog food, his hands clasped between his knees. "Shrapnel in the pelvis, third-degree burns on my calves from an IED in Helmand. The landing and turbulence were the worst parts. Every bump felt like a mortar going off."
"It's the deceleration." Sarah reaches down to scratch Tank's ears, the mastiff mix leaning his heavy head against her prosthetic shin. "The sudden stop is what gets you."
"Tank's too big to flinch." Nadia tosses Brody half the apple, her eyes on the sleeping mastiff mix. "He's a block of wood."
"He's steady." Sarah buries her fingers in the mastiff's thick gray fur. "He doesn't move unless I do. It's like having an anchor."
"Must be nice." Brody chews his apple. "Babe's still checking the doors. She thinks the wind is a threat."
"She's a retriever." Nadia points the knife at him. "She's checking whether the wind brought a ball."
A low chuckle goes around the room. Maren doesn't laugh, but her jaw relaxes, her thumb stopping its trace on the mug. She looks at Brody, then at Sarah.
"Give them time." Maren's voice is quiet. "Juno hasn't settled yet either."
"She settled on the platform." Brody gestures toward the training barn. "We saw you. You had her flat-palm sit in the drafts. That's more than I've gotten out of Zip all morning."
"She wanted the drifts cleared." Maren takes a slow drink from the mug. "It wasn't a choice."
My eyes stay on her from the doorway. She's keeping her distance, but she's not leaving.
By five, the storm has closed the valley road. The other trainees drive out in a slow convoy, their taillights red beacons in the whiteout. Maren stays behind. Her lockup detail with me isn't optional.
We walk the perimeter in the dark, checking the latches, checking the runs. Barnaby walks heel, his heavy chest plowing through the drifts. Maren's silent next to me, her boots sinking into the fresh powder, her shoulder brushing my arm when the wind gusts. She favors her right knee, but she's not trying to cover the twinge now.
When we finish, she walks to her 4Runner. The engine starts with a low rattle, the headlights cutting two yellow cones into the storm. She looks at me through the glass, her face pale in the dash light, her hand flat on the wheel.
"See you at seven-thirty, Pike."
"Leave early, if you want to be on time." I point to the drifts building along the rail. "The snow's not stopping."
Her taillights disappear down the switchbacks, slow and steady.
I hum a tune while I clean the shovel. It's the same low melody I can't shake, three notes climbing, then dropping back to the root.
I don't know where it came from. I woke up with it in the recovery ward at Landstuhl, my thigh wrapped in gauze and throbbing under fresh shrapnel scars.
I drop the shovel in the rack.
I look at the empty yard where Maren's truck was. The snow is already filling her tracks, the white sheet smooth and clean, but the truth of her grip is still there on the lead.
The cold has a way of locking things in place. Down in the valley, the roads are probably ice-slick and gray, the trucks crawling between the mills and the highway. Up here, it's just the runs and the wind. I walk back to the bunkhouse, Barnaby at heel, my boots sinking four inches into the fresh powder.