I lower the phone slowly, staring at my reflection in the dark screen.
Brandon and I don’t talk while we ride. I take us to the far pasture that overlooks the river.
We dismount. Brandon paces once, then stops, hands on his hips. He lets out a breath that sounds like he’s been holding it for years and rubs a hand over his face.
“Lincoln called me, said they’d had a wreck. I was new on the force, still trying to prove myself. But I was off that night, and I got there before anyone else.”
My chest is already tight with dread.
“I pulled over,” he continues. “Called it in. Then I ran toward the road. And they weren’t in the car. They were on the grass. Off to the side. Iris was sitting up, and Lincoln was next to her.”
I nod, urging him to keep going.
“Lincoln had blood on his head,” Brandon says. “Not a lot, but enough that I thought he should go to the hospital. He was crying. Talking a mile a minute.”
“About what?”
“That he was gonna be in trouble,” Brandon says. “That Dad was gonna be mad. That he couldn’t lose his scholarship.”
My jaw clenches. I don’t want to hear all of this. It hurts too much.
“He kept saying he was okay,” Brandon continues. “Kept trying to stand up. Full of adrenaline. Fear.”
“And Iris?” I ask.
He hesitates.
“She was shaking. She kept her hand on him, trying to calm him down. I told Lincoln to be still. He was . . . drunk, but his pupils looked okay. He knew his name and how old he was. Told me the date wrong, but I thought it was just because he was freaked out.”
Silence stretches.
“He kept looking at Iris and . . .” His eyes meet mine, and he swallows hard. “He said, ‘You have to cover for me.’”
“What? What did he mean by that?” I snap.
“And Iris promised she would,” he says like he doesn’t hear me.
“What do you mean?” I yell. “What did she promise?”
“Iris promised she’d say she was driving.”
The blood drains from my face.
“What?” I whisper.
“She took the blame,” Brandon says, his eyes not meeting mine anymore. “Didn’t argue. Didn’t correct anyone. Just told the arriving officers that it was her driving.”
I bend over, feeling gutted.
“Why didn’t you say something?” I choke out.
“We promised him,” he says softly. “I thought I was helping.”
I stare up at him through glassy eyes. “Helping who, exactly?”
“My brother,” he says, his voice cracking.
I stare down at the dirt, my mind going a thousand directions. I feel like I’m going to be sick, wave after wave of nausea roiling through me.