Page 70 of Pucking Good Girl

“I’ve never done anal before.” I admit. “Did you, Mack?”

My brother looks a little embarrassed. “Once.”

I don’t need to ask the question on the tip of my tongue.

“Not with her. It was a hookup. The first night of summer training, we went out to the pier, and I met a tourist on her last night in town. I went back to her hotel and things got a little wild.”

“You don’t say.” Talia bites out.

Mack’s hand goes to the back of his neck. “Baby, I⁠—”

“I’m not mad,” she clarifies. “But I’ll be honest, I was so jealous of every woman you had on your arm. I would have killed to be in their shoes.”

Macklin

“Baby,” Talia is still straddling Becks’s hips. I cup the side of her face, coaxing her to look at me. “I swear to every god that if I had known that I had one chance in hell with you, I wouldn’t have even looked at another woman. But I don’t regret last summer. Doing the rebound thing gave me the confidence to go for what I really wanted. You.”

It’s true. Before last summer, Gen was all I had known. She had always used sex as a means to an end. A bargaining tool to control me. I had to beg for it, and whenever she allowed me near her, she made it sound like a huge deal. Deep down, that chipped at my self-esteem. I thought that if she was so reluctant to be with me, maybe it was because I wasn’t good at it.

Finding out that my girlfriend of five years had always cheated on me did nothing to ease those insecurities.

My wild summer changed things. The hookups were a fuck you to my cheating ex, but they also helped me realize that there was nothing wrong with me.

“I’m sorry,” Talia whispers.

“No, baby. You have no reason to be. I don’t regret last summer. But I want you to know that the second you and I started getting to know each other more, other women no longer existed for me. There is just you.”

When I touch her lips with mine, she kisses me back, and I can breathe again.

“Ok then,” Talia looks at both me and Becks. “I’m positive that’s how I want to do it. Becks behind me and you in front of me. I love that this is the first time for both of us, Becks.”

Maybe that should piss me off. And maybe a tiny part of me is jealous as fuck. But Talia trusted me with so many of her firsts that I know we’re on solid ground. If she has the same trust in my brother, it’s my job to accept it.

“Are you sure?” Becks hesitates. “What if I hurt you?”

I understand the way he feels. I had the same fear when I slept with Talia for the first time.

“You aren’t going to hurt her.” I reassure him. “We’ll go slow and I’ll help our girl relax while you work your way in. Start with your fingers and see how that goes. Talia will tell us immediately if it’s too much or if it doesn’t feel good. And if it doesn’t happen tonight, we can try again another time.”

Becks’s eyes meet mine. “Ok. But I’ll need you to tell me immediately if it hurts.” He says to Talia.

“Do you have any lube?” I ask once Talia agrees to his request.

“In there.” Becks points to the nightstand closest to me. “Top drawer.”

I find a bottle of lube. “This won’t do. Something silicon based would be better. I have some. Don’t look at me like that. I bought it after Talia and I started talking about trying some stuff.” I tell him when he glares at me. “I’ll be right back.”

When I come back from my room a few moments later, Talia and Becks are kissing.

“Hey, you two. Don’t start without me.” I chuckle. “Here, use this. And you, baby, turn around and let me taste those soft lips of yours.”

It’s my turn to kiss Talia. I take my time coaxing her lips open, keeping the kiss playful while I explore the front of her body with my hands.

Her small, pink nipples are hard against my chest, and I pinch one between my thumb and index finger.

“Oh,” Talia giggles, breaking the kiss and turning to look behind her. “That’s a little cold.”

Becks immediately apologizes. “I should have warmed it up with my fingers first.”