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“Yes,” she said softly. “I did.”

For a moment, she felt the full shape of what she had done, not the defense, but the choosing of him where others could see.

Thomas’s voice lowered. “You’ve complicated things.”

Eliza met his gaze, steady and unflinching. “Only if you believe fairness is best kept silent.”

His expression shifted, not with anger, not with relief. Something more dangerous. Respect.

“You shouldn’t have spent your authority on me,” he said.

Once, years ago, Thomas would never have spoken to her so plainly. Hartleigh had taught them both caution long before either understood the cost of it.

Eliza’s breath slowed. “I didn’t spend it.”

She stepped past him, her shoulder brushing his sleeve, an accident of proximity, nothing more.

“I invested it,” she said.

Thomas remained where he was long after she had gone, the corridor holding the echo of her words.

And for the first time, steadiness felt less like safety and more like a choice that would one day demand its price.

Chapter Fourteen

Thomas did not go back to the gardens at once.

He carried the crate into the storage room and set it down carefully, aligning it with the others as though order itself might settle what had been disturbed. The space smelled of soil and old wood, the faint sharpness of iron tools resting unused along the wall.

He stood there longer than necessary, his hands braced on the crate’s edge.

He had known she would speak.

He had not known she would stand.

That was the danger of Eliza Thornhaven. She did nothing by halves, even when she moved quietly. When she chose, she chose fully. Not loudly. Not dramatically. But with a finality that left no room for retreat.

He exhaled slowly and turned away.

The covered passage opened onto the lower yard, where the rain had eased to a mist. The stones were slick beneath his boots, the air cool enough to sharpen thought. He welcomed the physicality of it, the need to watch his footing, the necessity of balance.

Balance had always been his strength.

He had learned it young, alongside two boys who were never meant to share his path but had done so anyway. Adrian, laughing and impulsive. Nathaniel, watchful and curious. Thomas had followed, not because he lacked imagination, but because he understood where he belonged.

Belonging was not limitation.

It was structure.

He had been taught that early by his father, by the land itself, by the slow accumulation of years in which work done well was its own reward. He had never resented the boundaries of his life. They had made it possible.

Until now.

Until Eliza returned to Hartleigh carrying grief in one hand and certainty in the other, and somehow made him begin questioning boundaries he had once accepted without resentment.

Until Eliza had spoken his name into rooms he had never entered. Not to elevate him, but to protect him.

Protection carried weight.