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The room recalibrated. Papers stilled. Shoulders squared. Attention narrowing to the line I’d drawn. This wasn’t academic any longer. This was procedural combat. And this…this was where an overworked, overtrained, and desperate to keep over occupied mind earned its keep.

The Crown tried again. “The defendant is part of a wider—”

“—alleged wider operation,” I cut in again with a rise of my hand this time. “Which has produced no co-accused, no recovered proceeds, and no evidence of planning beyond supposition.” I adjusted my gown. “If the Crown wishes to rely on broader investigations, it must do so properly. Not by implication.”

Silence.

Judge Milson read the addendum again. She didn’t like being manoeuvred. No one did. Finally, she looked up.

“I will disregard paragraphs three and four. They carry no evidential weight.”

The Crown sat and I finished my submissions without flourish. Conditions. Address. Sureties. Electronic monitoring. Reporting. I made it boring. Judges trusted boring.

When it was done, I sat.

The decision came quickly.

“Application granted,” Judge Milson said. “Conditional bail as outlined.”

A sound broke from behind me. Sharp and involuntary. Relief splitting fear open like ice under sudden weight. I bowed my head once to the bench, gathered my papers. Only then did I notice my fingers trembling. I pressed them on the edge of my file until the movement stopped. Control was never the absence of reaction. It was choosing where to let it show.

The Crown rose again. “Your Honour, the Crown would ask that the record reflect our concern regarding the manner in which defence submissions were advanced.”

I stayed seated.

Judge Milson’s expression hardened a fraction. “That concern is noted. And dismissed.” She turned her gaze on me. “And Mr Hale-Fitzroy?”

I looked up.

“Competence is admirable.” She peered at me under her lashes. “But tone matters. Particularly when challenging the Crown. Ensure in future that your confidence does not stray into discourtesy.”

I nodded. “Understood, Your Honour.”

That had been a warning. Wrapped in civility.

But the clerk called the next matter and names spilt into the room with bureaucratic indifference, each one briefly animated before being flattened back into the process. Another defendant. Another future balanced on procedure and luck and timing.

I removed my wig.

Only then did I fully register what I’d done.

I’d secured bail for a nineteen-year-old mobile phone thief. A boy, really. Caught skimming devices in a shopping precinct, frightened enough to cry in the cells, compliant enough to look sorry in all the right places. He’d go home tonight. Back to his mother’s flat. To reheated food and a bed smelling of safety. He would wait for a trial that would almost certainly end in a suspended sentence, because the prisons were full and everyone in that room knew it.

Prisons were always full. Overflowing with people on remand. Waiting. Suspended in legal limbo, presumed innocent in theory and punished in practice. Men waiting to prove they hadn’t done what the state suspected. Men waiting to admit if they had.

But I had to keep believing in the law.

Even when it hurt.

Call it indoctrination. Cowardice. Hale-Fitzroy blood, inherited along with the certainty that rules mattered and institutions endured.

Or maybe it was worse.

Maybe it was because if I stopped believing in the law, if I admitted it was nothing more than another blunt instrument wielded by men with power, then I would have to accept that losing him had been for nothing.

I folded the wig carefully into its box as the courtroom rearranged itself around the next case, the next name, the next life briefly exposed and then sealed away again. A solicitor two rows ahead glanced back at me. Approval, perhaps. Or recognition.

“Good argument,” he said as he passed me. “You’re getting a reputation.”