Page 88 of Let Me Keep You

Everleigh

What did Robert do now?

Honestly, I haven’t talked or texted him all day. It’s proof that he’d rather do other things than be with me. I didn’t sleep over last night like usual since he had a late business meeting, and I didn’t want to be at his house alone. Normally, it wouldn’t bother me that there’s been no communication, but it’s like the filthy curtain covering our relationship has been removed, and I’m noticing all the things I don’t like.

Gemma

Nothing. He hasn’t done anything.

The alcohol is swimming, and I type out another message.

Gemma

It’s Tyler. I thought I’d be okay being around him, but I was wrong.

Everleigh

Do you want me to talk to him?

Gemma

No! Absolutely not. Please don’t. I don’t need things to be any more awkward between us. It’s just…I don’t know. I’m dumb.

Everleigh

Dumb? Or you realized there’s still something between you and my brother?

I suck in a deep breath and frown.

Gemma

There can’t be, though.

Everleigh

You’re right. Robert already hates him. And he kinda has that serial killer vibe, so it’s probably best you keep them away from each other.

Gemma

Gee, thanks. Now I’m marrying a future murderer. Great!

I lock my phone and stare at the TV. After ten minutes, it dings twice. I have a text from Everleigh and one from Robert. When I see his name, I expect to feel some sort of excitement, but all that remains is a suffocating feeling of dread.

It’s not supposed to be like this.

I think back to Dad telling me how in love he was with my mom and how they never wasted a single moment together. Then I think about Robert, and how he puts me on a pedestal but only when it’s convenient for him. Perhaps some women would be into that, but it makes me feel like a prize he’s won and wants to show me off like a trophy.

I check Everleigh’s message first.

Everleigh

I’ll keep my mouth shut and won’t talk to Tyler, but if you want me to say something to him, I will. Although I’ll always be Team Gyler getting married and having all the babies, I’ve always got your back.

She sends a winky emoji, and I laugh at the ridiculous couple nickname.

Gemma

You’re TERRIBLE!