His toes curled.
His body shook.
And the whole time, he felt the nudge against his wall, proving that Ridge was awake.
Opening for him, he stayed in the moment with Bishop but allowed access to Ridge.
My love, do you need me?
I felt you, and I needed to make sure I could still reach you. I’m scared, Lucian. Everything feels out of control.
Oh, he understood that, but it was about to get worse. It was clear that Ridge was picking up his emotions because he’d felt out of control minutes ago.
Can I hide here?
What wouldn’t he do for the other person he loved?
Of course, you can. I’ll be heading back into the office shortly. I’ll check on you.
He said nothing about them talking to him.
What was coming was going to destroy his world. Ridge just didn’t know it yet. What he thought was rock bottom was about to get worse.
You know I love you, right? You know I’d do anything for you, Ridge, right?
He felt the way the man was digging into the silence of his head to find some scraps of peace.
I know, Lucian. Please don’t ever leave me. Without you and Bishop, I’m alone. I need you both to be my family now. I’m so lost.
Oh, he didn’t know the half of it.
As his body quaked, he was on the cusp of cumming.
“Bish, killing me,” he muttered, as his wicked wife was trying to shove him off the edge.
Instead of saying anything, she worked him harder.
We aren’t leaving you, Ridge. I promise you. Promise me that no matter what happens, you stay with me. I can’t lose you either.
And by ‘lose’ he meant by his own hand.
He was worried that his best friend and lover would end his life to escape the pain, and that would break him.
Promise me, Ridge. Promise that when I need you, you’ll be there. I need you to make that vow to me, so I can trust you won’t hurt yourself.
Ridge was silent.
But Bishop wasn’t.
“Oh, Lucian,” she said, straddling his hips. “Now, I really want to make you cum.”
His body bucked as she slid down his erection, burying himself in her body. Her hands were on his chest, and she was taking him for a rough ride.
Holy fuck!
His balls ached.
Promise me, Ridge. I want your word.