I open his door.
He calls after me.
“See you at Bookworm’s wedding.”
I flip him off without turning around.
Back in my room, I pull up the seminar portal.
Professor Aldridge hasn’t posted the roster.
I check the discussion board.
No introductions.
No profile pictures.
Nothing that helps.
My phone lights up with another post of Stella and Vale.
This one is a video from the airport. His hand rests at the base of her spine while she laughs at something outside the frame.
I scroll past it.
For once, the sight doesn’t tear open the same wound.
My attention returns to the blank search bar.
Sandy Stanford freshman
No results worth opening.
I type:
Sandy glasses Stanford archaeology
Nothing.
I delete the search before anyone can ever find it in my history.
Then I open the game film.
Left drive.
Early gather.
Right shoulder turn.
Bookworm’s voice returns.
You decide where you’re escaping before the trap closes.
I freeze the frame.
She didn’t only understand the play.
She understood why I made the mistake.