Page 12 of Session 25

“Boy bye, get up out my face with your weak ass assumptions. I don’t do the fucking, that would be you. Community dick having muthafucka!” She smacked her lips together before brushing past me with a slight nudge.

“The insults don’t mean shit. I know I ain’t out here wilding out, but you-” she turned on her heels swiftly, index finger pointed in my direction.

“Me? Me what? Let me hear it! I’m so sick and tired of you trying to manipulate the situation and pin it on me!” I didn't give her a chance to say anything else; by now I was towering over her before I lifted her in the air, leaned her against the counter, pushing her legs apart and dropping to my knees.

Make up sex always hits better between us. I expected her to fight me off, but she relaxed her legs, allowing me to inhale her scent before sliding her thong to the side, kissing her lips and then licking her slowly.

Koi was already wet, making it harder for me to please her without wanting to slide up inside of her.

“Umm hmm, eat that shit!” She hissed in between moans. Taken aback at her outburst, I stopped for a second before she pushed my head back between her legs, grinding against my face until her legs became weak and she cried out, cumming on my beard.

“Shit. I needed that release.” Koi pushed me back slightly, sliding off the counter.

“You tryna bend over or sit on this dick?”

“I’m trying to see what your test results look like since you been running around loose dick. Goodnight.”

“Nah.” I grabbed her arm from behind. “You ain’t leaving me with no stiff dick tonight.”

“I’m not. There’s lotion in the cabinet. Go have at it. But you ain’t sticking your dick up in me, so figure it out.” She popped her tongue. “Now I said goodnight!”

“Watch when I prove your ass wrong!” I yelled loud enough for her to hear. Koi didn’t double back nor feed into my argument. She slammed the bedroom door before I could make it to the back. Fed up with this new funky ass attitude, I stormed into the bedroom and headed straight to the walk-in closet. Her head was buried in her phone, not acknowledging my existence.

“Who the hell you talking to?” I went to grab at her phone when she backed up, causing me to lose my footing.

“Stop playing with me, Marcel. You want to fight, and I’m over this shit. I’m over you!” She yelled at the top of her lungs. “If you come closer, I’m going to call my brother over here!”

I wasn’t in the mood for her brother bullshit, but I wasn’t about to let Koi throw the nigga in my face.

“Call him, I don’t give a fuck! You out here accusing me of cheating and your ass is in the streets doing what you want, staring at ya’ phone laughing. You probably the one fucking around.”

“Nigga you sound stupid as fuck! I’m talking to my best friend, asshole. But I guess it’s your guilty conscience that got you fucked up, huh.”

“Give me a reason, Koi.”

“Nah nigga, you give me a fucking reason!” The vein in her forehead popped out. Koi’s high yellow complexion was now a shade of red.

“Just dead all that cheating shit. Let’s go get married and move past this, ma. This fighting shit is eating a nigga up.” This was the longest Koi had igged me. While I should have been glad that she even came home at all, I only thought about the bomb that was soon gonna drop, especially if her stupid ass cousin pulled through.

“Marry you? Now you want marriage?” Her lip twisted. “I have been waiting for years for you to marry me, and you choose now to want to do it?” I didn’t know if she was being sarcastic or if she was genuinely turned off by my demand. “Yea, nah buddy.”

“Koi, on the real. I love you and you know that. I’ve fucked up in the past, and that’s why you think I’m fucking around now when that ain’t the case. I was handling something that night, but I didn’t fuck no one.”

“Do I look stupid? Yea. You must think I’m boo boo the fool.” I stood in front of Koi, cornering her into the closet. I lifted her chin gently as she tried to fight it, but I could feel the tension leaving her body.

“Tell me you don’t love a nigga, and Ima pack my shit and bounce. But if you love me then let’s work through this like we always have.” Silence. “You know you the one for me, Koi. That ain’t even a question.”

“Then why do you cheat on me?” She asked me, but it sounded as if she was asking herself the same question. “Am I not good enough for you?”

That question fucked up my head. I loved Koi with all of me, but the demons I had within myself from my upbringing led me to believe that as long as I came home every night, I was playing my role. The tension in the air was thick as I stood there unable to form the right words.

“That’s all I needed to know. Thanks.” Koi backed up, dipped under my arm, and walked around me. “One of us needs to leave this house, and I’m letting you know now, if it’s me that leaves first, I’m never coming back.”

“Aight yo.” Arguing at this point was pointless. Koi was set in her ways. She had a right to be, but I didn’t expect her ass to drag this on for this long. She had no proof, and from what I heard, the bitch could die. Now if her stupid ass friend dropped my name, then I’d be outted, but if she kept her missing teeth, cockeyed having, mouth closed like I told her, there would be no issues.

Twenty minutes later, I was packing my Louis Vuitton duffle bag. Koi sat on the bed, rolling her eyes behind my back. Every time I looked up into the mirror, she would twist up her lip in disgust.

I was starting to think that this shit was definitely the end. All these years later, Koi was done with my ass. Did it have to come to this, nah, but my friendly dick just couldn’t keep a nigga out of trouble.