Page 25 of Another Night With Me

I basically played her cock thinking she wanted some dick. After our stash house got robbed, I was on go mode. Even my shit with Maddie got placed on the back burner. Me and my brothers worked too hard to let niggas think they could take from us. We combed the streets heavy looking for the niggas who were crazy enough to try us. Niggas in Beaumont knew better than to fuck with us. For the most part, we didn’t have enemies, niggas fucked with us. That was what was making this shit so puzzling. The streets were silent, acting like the mutha fuckas who robbed us were ghosts. Shit got hectic, and my attention was needed elsewhere. Chasing behind pussy was the least of my worries. We still were combing the streets for the niggas, but we’d pulled back some, we were hoping them niggas got comfortable thinking we were gonna take that L and reveal their hand. Since there wasn’t shit I could do, I had to let that shit ride for now.

If so much time hadn’t passed, I would have reached out to Yanna, but I figured it was for the best. She was dangerous for a nigga like me. She had me debating leaving my bitch after knowing her for a day. That type of shit wasn’t normal, and I told myself to let sleeping dogs be.

I never imagined I would see her again and she’d be carrying my seed. I really wanted to choke the fuck outta Yanna when I first laid eyes on her round belly. Honestly, I think it was better that I found out about our daughter while she was still inside of her mama ‘cause I can’t say what I would have done to Yanna if she wasn’t pregnant. I don’t get how she was so nonchalant about her keeping her pregnancy from me. Something was wrong with Yanna’s brain; it had to be, and my daughter better not get that slow shit from her either. Yanna had the nerve to get mad ‘cause I was mad. Talking about, I was dragging this situation out. Did she forget she was carrying my seed and hadn’t told a nigga shit? I was tempted to pop her in her mouth she had me so fucking heated. I swear my daughter knew her mama was sending a nigga, ‘cause she started to kick the fuck outta Yanna. It tripped me out seeing her little feet stretching Yanna’s skin. That was when I fell in love with our daughter. I couldn't wait to actually hold her. I actually found myself looking forward to my daughter being born.

Low key, it made me feel fucked up because when I thought about Yanna and our daughter, a smile always came to my face. But when I thought about Maddie and our baby, I didn't feel anything. I chalked it up to Maddie being earlier in her pregnancy. I figured those feelings would come. I prayed they did ‘cause dealing with Maddie already was making a nigga go crazy. I had been ignoring her ass all day. She didn’t want shit. She never did. After she called me this morning crying claiming she and the baby missed me, I hung up on her stupid ass. I decided then that I wasn't finna entertain her shit today. Not when I was about to hear my daughter’s heartbeat for the first time.

Yanna had a doctor's appointment, and I was on my way to meet her there. She wanted to act like a nigga was doing too much when I wanted us to ride together. She was really playing like I had cooties or some shit. I had to cuss her goofy ass out before she stopped fighting me on picking her up. Yanna wanted to play like she didn’t miss bouncing on my dick. I couldn’t play like I wasn't tryna slide back between her thighs. Her pussy was top notch, and seeing her walking around glowing with my seed growing in her kept my dick hard. I never understood why niggas would keep they bitches pregnant, but seeing Yanna had me contemplating. But Yanna wasn’t beat for fucking with me. She was playing like she was scared of this dick. Yanna made it clear we weren’t fucking, she was spitting some other shit about having boundaries, but I wasn’t stuttin’ that shit. If she wanted to fuck around and find out the hard way, then by all means, she could try a nigga.

My phone ringing echoing through my car speakers broke me from my thoughts.

“Hello,” I said, after answering the call from my mama.

“Niko, where are you?” she asked me in a condescending tone.

“Around. What you need?”

I hadn’t really told anyone about Yanna being pregnant by me yet. It wasn’t a secret, and I definitely wasn’t ashamed of my daughter. I just hadn’t had the time to talk about it. I knew my brothers would talk shit knowing they all met Yanna at the BBQ my dad threw for me. Yaro, I was close to him, so he already knew I was fucking Yanna without me having to tell him. He was the only one who peeped me dipping off with Yanna that day. As soon as he could, he called me out. I just laughed at Yaro’s nosey ass. My other brothers wouldn’t give a fuck about me fucking with Yanna. Will, that nigga might have a sucka attack. Just ‘cause of the type of nigga he was. I wanted to say I felt bad for fucking with Yanna, but I didn’t.

When I first started fucking with her, I had no clue about him fucking with her. Yanna wasn’t even the type of broad Will would fuck with. By time I found out, it was too late for me not to fuck around with her. I sampled that pussy, and it was a wrap for any other nigga. I had it in my mind that she was mine. Now, she was finna have my daughter. There was definitely no chance for no other nigga. Especially not Will, he’d lose his life tryna fuck around behind Yanna. Will was my brother, but I wasn’t fucking around behind mine. Either he was gonna accept Yanna being my baby mama, or she was gonna get his feelings hurt. There were too many bitches out here for him to be losing his mind over Yanna.

“You do know that you’re about to have a family? You need to answer when the mother of your child is calling.”

“Oh, yeah?” I replied, not caring about what she was talking about.

“Don’t piss me off, Niko. You shouldn’t have been fucking that girl if you didn’t want a baby with her. It’s time for you to st-“

“That’s the thing though. I ain’t fuck her unprotected. I didn’t nut in her pussy. Her trifling ass got a condom with my nut out the trash and stuck it in her pussy. So, really, I ain’t gotta do shit but take care of my seed.” I cut my mama off ASAP. She had me fucked up if she thought she was finna guilt trip me.

“Do the details matter of how she got pregnant? She’s having your first child. You need to act like it. Show Maddison some respect,” my mama replied rudely into the phone.

“I’m giving her as much respect as she finna get.” I sighed into the phone as I pulled outside of Yanna’s crib.

“Well, if not for her, do it for your first born.” My mama was a master manipulator. If you let her, she’d have you believing whatever bullshit came out of her month.

I kissed my teeth, debating if I should bust her bubble and tell her Maddie wasn’t having my first born. I let that shit ride, I ain’t feel like hearing my mama's mouth right now.

“You right,” I sarcastically said.

“I know I am. But I was calling for a reason,” my mama smartly said into the phone.

“Maddie’s in the hospital. She started bleeding, and since you wouldn’t pick up, she called me,” my mama casually said into the phone.

“Why you ain’t lead with that shit instead of all this dumb ass back and forth shit we doin’?” I barked into the phone, getting pissed.

“The way you were acting I couldn’t tell if you really cared or not.”

“Get off my phone,” I said, hanging up on my mama.

I wasn’t fucking with Maddie, but at the end of the day, she was carrying my side. No matter how I felt about her stupid ass, I wasn’t finna neglect my seed. I shot Yanna a text telling her I’d meet her at the doctor's appointment before I pulled off. Yanna’s OBGYN was at Beauville Pointe Hospital. After I made sure Maddie was straight, I would go to Yanna’s doctor’s appointment. Yanna was finna cuss a nigga out, but I’d take that shit on the chin.

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It took the doctor two fucking hours to bring her knock kneed ass in Maddie’s room. By then, a nigga was heated. The fuck did this shit take so long for? Yanna had cussed me out for missing her appointment, and I couldn’t even be mad at the shit she was saying ‘cause I knew I looked crazy for missing an appointment I demanded to go to. I tried telling her I would be by her house later, and I would explain myself then. She blocked a nigga after that. I was pissed ‘cause I couldn’t handle her like I wanted to because I wasn’t tryna leave Maddie at the hospital alone.

As soon as I walked in this room, Maddie started with all her dramatics. Crying and carrying on about being scared of losing the baby. I really felt like she thought if she lost the baby, she’d lose me for good, and that’s why she was really crying. They’d been monitoring the baby, and as long as they kept us waiting, there couldn’t anything be wrong. I was happy to hear my baby’s heart, but at the same time, I was feeling like Maddie was playing on a nigga’s top. Nobody in this bitch seemed concerned about the baby. I had to cuss two different nurses out for acting clueless about what was going on. Finally, the doctor brought her raggedy ass in here, and I made sure I gave her ass a death stare.

“Uh, eh, Ms.Maddox, am I free to speak in front of…” the doctor nervously asked, looking over at me.