“But?”
“But...”
I meet his eyes again.
“I was more afraid of staying.”
For a long moment, neither of us says anything.
He just nods.
Like he understands.
Really understands.
“So now,” I say with a smile, “I own a bookstore.”
“And a coffee shop.”
I laugh and nod.
“And a coffee shop.”
“And you're happy.”
My smile softens.
It feels different answering him.
Like the truth matters.
“Well, Graham, I think I am. Or I’m starting to be.”
His answering smile is small.
Warm.
Like hearing that somehow means something to him.
“So what about you?” I ask. “You've mentioned songwriting.”
His shoulders relax against the booth.
“Well, I've always written music.”
He tells me about winning a televised singing competition.
“Oh my God, you did? I am such a dope,” I say, embarrassed by my lack of recognition.
“You are no such thing. Not everyone watched reality TV, Honey,” he says with a grin.
“So, you’re famous?”
“Not really,” he lies. I know it’s a lie because, hello, he must be. But he’s trying to make me feel better for not knowing who he is, and I decide to let him.
He keeps talking, and I listen to him intently. I eat up his stories.
About touring.