He did not smile at her small jest. "You still cannot swim?"
Revulsion at the thought swept over her and she made no attempt to mask it. "No."
"I can."
"Oh." She did not know what else to say.
"To live on an island and not be able to swim would be foolish."
"I suppose so."
"I will teach you to swim as well."
Horrified, she shook her head vehemently and then said, "No," for good measure.
"It is necessary, both for your safety and to vanquish your ghost."
"It's a memory, not a ghost."
"Call it what you like, but I have promised to defeat it and I will."
"By teaching me to swim?" she asked incredulously.
"Yes."
"You're daft. I want to stay away from the water, not get into it."
He was right in front of her without her knowing how he'd gotten there again. Maybe the man was a magician. "Most lairds would not take kindly to being called daft," he told her in a mild voice.
She bit her lip. He was probably right.
He reached out and gently pulled her lip from her teeth with his thumb. "Do not do that, you will draw blood."
She jerked backward, his touch more provocative than her memories. "I'm sorry."
"For biting your lip?"
"For implying you are daft."
"Then you agree to learn to swim?"
She swallowed, her mind whirling. "You truly believe doing so will drive the memories away?"
"If I teach you, it will."
Of course he thought he was the only one who could do anything important. He was the laird after all. She had to clamp down on a hysterical giggle. There was nothing funny about this situation. But what if he was right? She hated her fear of the water, but even more she hated her fear of her father. She would most likely never see him again, but if she did… she would like to be able to touch him without cringing.
There was also the fact that if she did not conquer her fear of the water, if she ever did find a way to escape, she would not have the ability to take it. She'd made the boat crossing to the island because she had no choice. She'd been physically forced to get in the boat. She did not think she had the fortitude to force herself to make the return journey.
"The lessons will keep you from getting bored," he said with sly persuasiveness.
"It will get me drowned."
He shook his head. "You have very little faith in me."
She should have no faith in him at all, and why she did was a mystery she could not fathom.
"I cannot trust you," she reminded herself as much as him.